Thirty-three: Xander

This happened too soon. I knew this day would come sooner or later, but it came so fast. She hadn’t been herself for the past two days and I thought that this was because she was close to shifting, but I was wrong. I should have expected the worst. I should have put into consideration that the nightmare I had been running away from had finally become a reality.

The way she kissed me and asked me to hold her was weird. I didn’t understand why she was acting like that, because she had never done that before. Things cleared in my mind when she uttered what I wished to never hear. She knew things were going to end between us; she was kissing me goodbye.

I didn’t want to be as cold towards her as I appeared to be, but the shock I was in was stronger than I could ever be. Realization hit me that things with Ayla were going to change forever. After what she told me, nothing was ever going to be the same.

I wanted to talk with her, to discuss the whole thing with her