Mina Wolf...I was in a deep sleep, dreaming about chaos and blood. Or... at least I thought I was in a deep sleep.But from the distance, I could hear wails and sobs crawling up the tiny window at the top corner of my cell, poisoning my dream with pain.After Beta Silver had told me that there would be a send off ceremony for the warrior that died tonight, I was left shivering and scared.I didn't know why their death caused me this much confusion and confliction.They're my enemies, every last one of them living in this pack and calling Raphael their Alpha. They attacked my pack, took me from my home, rained rocks on me on the first day and had made sure that I find no peace amongst them.Yet... thier death caused me pain.After I'd fought against my dinner, I tried to sleep. But all I could see was bloody images of the dead people of this pack.I saw little Diana. I saw the dead warrior from earlier tonight. I saw faceless people bathed in blood. And most confusingly,
I stood under the warm water with my head tilted back.I kept my eyes closed as I heard the door open and Beatrice walked in to leave me a clean dress and take the one I wore the previous day.I don't really know for how long I've been under the spray of warm water. My body was here, feeling the warmth of the water wash away the previous day. But my mind was elsewhere, showing me the few minutes I'd been in the presence of Raphael in his half shifted form.Since he left me last night, all of my thoughts have been about him. The fact that he came to me like Beta Silver had when he was about to go completely feral was unbelievable.The fact that he tore through the bars as if they were nothing just to get to me was also unbelievable.When Beatrice came to get me breakfast this morning, the gasp she'd let out had echoed through the dungeons. Her eyes had grown twice their usual size when she saw the damage made to the bars.She'd rushed to my cell and unlocked the door before she steppe
I looked at Beta Silver, wondering if I should go and talk to him.He walked further in to the woods before he stopped infront of a log, the same log I had see him sit on as he drank his morning drink, and sat down.Before I could decide what to do, Megan pushed past me and walked out through the back door.I stayed by the door as I watched her slowly and hesitantly walk in to the woods and approached Beta Silver.I could feel her nerves radiating out of her in waves as she got closer and closer to him.I wondered if Beta Silver ever felt that affection Megan has for him.Once she was next to him, she tapped his shoulder and said something. I, obviously couldn't hear what she was saying but I could tell that whatever reply he gave her wasn't what she had expected.I watched as she tucked her hair behind her left ear and said something but once again, I could tell how unhappy she was.As she was trying to talk to him, Beta Silver hadn't moved once, not even to turn his head to the side
Raphael Stars…I tried my best. I know that I have been saying this more often, but I really did try my best.I tried mu best to stay away from her. My little green flower.I tried to stop thinking about her. I tried to burry myself in work, I tried to over workout and when that didn't work, I tried going for a long run.But no matter what I did or what I tried to think about, my mind would constantly return to her.The way she'd looked at me with curiosity, the way she tried to help pop my dislocated shoulder back in its place, the way her fingers brushed through the strands of my hair, the way her cheeks flushed as she looked at my wolf's ears...Each expression that passed across her face and each movement of her body was burned in to my brain, constantly popping up the entire day as I tried to work.What I had actually thought was the entire day turned out to be just a few hours in the morning.But my goal to avoid thinking about her had came crumbling down when my inform
Mina Wolf...I stared at Raphael, my heart thundering in my chest.He looked down at me through the bars, slowly stepping closer to the door.He looked a bit hesitant as he reached for the key he'd tied on a string and wore around his neck.But after he took it off of his neck, he didn't hesitate to push the key in to the key hole and turn the lock before he pushed the door open.The silence was broken by the squeal of the door and his footsteps as he stepped in to my cell.The thought of what he wanted to say or do made my mind run a million miles per hour. I'd spent the day thinking about him and now, here he stood in front of me, not in his half shifted form as he was the previous night, but in his human form, all Six foot something glory and his handsome features magnified under the soft glow of the moon that stretched from the tiny window.No matter how much I tried to predict his move, I did not expect him to step closer to me and lower himself in my bed, sitting with his
I'm back to carrying logs from the woods by the two silver poles to the back of the main pack house.This morning I woke up to find Megan standing in front of my cell.She'd she'd stood outside of my cell, just staring at me for a few seconds in total silence.She had really creeped me out. Once she was done staring in to my sole, she unlocked the door of my cell and stepped in.She threw a black plastic bag on my bed and pressed her back against the closed door to watch me eat.The solence was heavy and uncomfortable as I ate my breakfast. Megan kep staring at me without blinking once.Once I was done with my breakfast, I followed Megan out of the dungeons and we walked in an awkward silence as the people of the pack stared at us, mostly me, like they always do each morning.When we reached the main pack house, Megan led me to the bathroom and left to get me a fresh dress.As I was in the shower, I'd heard her walk in to place the dress on the counter by the sink, but unlike Beatri
Raphael Stars...I was in the warehouse with Silver and Maxwell, interrogating the two drivers we had caught trying to deliver dead animals and shifter to Landor's rouge territory.The drivers, who we found our are named Lin and Mortise from my i formant, didn't want to give us anything at the beginning. But with a little persuasion and a timely torture, they were able to spill everything out.Everything my informant told me was true.Haden and Landor were working with each other to take me down and the only things Landor asked for was food.Without the trucks, Landor and his rouge wolves would starve to the point of extreme exhaustion that will make then ten times more vulnerable.The only reason Landor wanted to work with Haden was because he believed I humiliated him by protecting a woman who took one of his eyes. I hear the ugly bastard is even more terrifying with an eye patch.But I still didn't believe that Landor would risk the safety of his rouge pack by attacking me
I sat in my office, trying to listen to the report Kalven and Maxwell were giving me and the rest of the wolves gathered. But my mind kept taking me back to the dungeons, specifically, to that one cell I couldn't stop thinking about.The image of her covered in her own blood kept popping in to my head, distracting me from the meeting.It has been a full day since the attack. The previous day and the whole of this morning doing damage control.The rouges had tried burning houses and the fields our in pack farmers farm on. We had to dig several graves for the dead and took turns watching the injured in the hospital since someone near us killed Mike. It could happen again and I was trying to stop it from happening.All I wanted to do was go see how my little green flower was doing, if she was holding up fine, if she had finally healed...But I remained string and became the present Alpha that my people need me to be.Because I couldn't be near her at the moment, I had sent Silver to loo