Just How?

SARAH'S POV

I was on the bed, staring outside the window. I didn't even know how to feel. I was angry, yes but I felt like that was not enough. I felt wronged and I couldn't even scream out my anger out of the fear that I could burn down the whole house with my strange ability.

I saw him the night before, when he left the compound. I had seen a worker carry out a traveling suitcase also and I didn't need anyone to tell me he was traveling. Maybe it was for the better. Anything could come over me if I kept seeing his face. I really resented him.

At the same time, I felt sad that he was traveling. Meaning, I wouldn't be seeing him for some days. My heart was really drawn to him but my anger would not let it have its way. Stupid me. He hurt me but I still loved him. What a life! The thought of him traveling brought back to my memories the scene when we both traveled to the Netherlands on a jet. Maybe if this hadn't happened, we would have gone on this trip together?

Lost in thoughts, I d