Chapter 71

Dinner ended and everyone reconvened at the seating room as the staff walked around with a tray of Champaign in a glasses as well as cake and then there was music playing softly and it gave off an air of calm. It felt nice but also very nostalgic which only made me feel sadder.

I made my way to a couch with my Champaign in hand and a sad look as I sat down thinking and trying to avoid everyone .The sound of clinking glasses caught my attention and I glanced over seeing that most people were drinking their wine and talking with each other, they didn't appear to notice me as I sat watching them which was what I wanted because I did not need them clamoring around me and suffocating me.

the soft classical music seemed to relax me.I took a sip of the drink and sighed as the bubbles tickled the inside of my throat, it tasted very good, it felt nice to have some time alone but that was exactly why I was here and I wasn't about to let myself get into another depressive episode as I have be