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Chapter 19: Levin
This is the last week of term one, of this school year. Nevertheless, it still feels as tho this quarter has been going on incessantly. I take one big, dragged, and shaky sigh as I stare up at the roof of my room. The lump in my throat attacks my airways over and over.
Tears burn my eyes, on the brink of full-on crying. All the memories from me and my mom come flooding in for the millionth time today. Gripping the sheets as I try not to weep, I can't, not now. Crying is weak, after everything I've been through, I am not weak.
Yet, I miss her more than anything in me.
She was always the one keeping me going. I would do my best to make sure I could go on a vacation and see her. Yet now I only have myself as a reason to get up in the mornings...
For some clarification, she died about two years ago. She had an unfortunate case of malaria. I was at her side, her last words being "I love you," as she squeezed my hand. I could feel t
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