Missing Jane

Sinclair

I had vowed never to love anyone no matter who the person was until Jane arrived and changed my mind.

I met her and my cold heart suddenly started to feel things again. I fought against it so hard that I could feel my insides bleeding but I finally lost to my emotions seeing as I was not strong enough to go against what I had inside.

I tried again and again to squash the growing feelings for the woman and kept the relationship between us to be purely business since she was only in my pack to give me a child. 

I even ignored the bond I could feel and distanced myself when the rumors started to circulate about her hoping it would stop my feelings for her from growing but it only got worse.

At meetings while I would be having this internal struggle and strife on what I would do next, I would feel the elders and the judges knowing that something was wrong.