Life is complicated

Dear diary, life is complicated. Even more when it is mine. The second I step out to dance in sun, the sky starts to pour. One second I think that finally I have seen the worse and the next second my life proves me wrong.

I just stood there outside the cottage for more than an hour hoping that maybe Leon would come back. I thought that maybe he would come to rescue me. I was terrified of everything. The silence, the dark, I have a fear of dark and he knew it.

I know that he was upset. I know he thinks that I did him wrong but I was just trying to protect hin. I knew that if he saw he would have killed me but I still went after him because I wanted to be sure that he was safe. I didn't even anted him to make a foolish mistake.

I wiped my bleary eyes. I was barely able to see anything. It was starting to get very chilly. I just started walking in the woods. I was not sure where it was going to lead me. I was not sure if it was going yo lead me somewhere or not. I was not sure if I want