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The Mafia's Queen Life is complicated
Dear diary, life is complicated. Even more when it is mine. The second I step out to dance in sun, the sky starts to pour. One second I think that finally I have seen the worse and the next second my life proves me wrong.I just stood there outside the cottage for more than an hour hoping that maybe Leon would come back. I thought that maybe he would come to rescue me. I was terrified of everything. The silence, the dark, I have a fear of dark and he knew it. I know that he was upset. I know he thinks that I did him wrong but I was just trying to protect hin. I knew that if he saw he would have killed me but I still went after him because I wanted to be sure that he was safe. I didn't even anted him to make a foolish mistake.I wiped my bleary eyes. I was barely able to see anything. It was starting to get very chilly. I just started walking in the woods. I was not sure where it was going to lead me. I was not sure if it was going yo lead me somewhere or not. I was not sure if I want
The Mafia's Queen Unwanted truth
" Emily " , She shook her lightly . " Yes , yes , were you saying something ? "" Yes , Are you fine ? "" Of course I am fine . What made you think that something was not fine ? "Rachel poured her a glass of water . " So tell me now what's going on ? You were so happy before but now you look lost and as far as I can think it has something to do with Matt . "" No . . . . " Her voice was lower , flatter and softer . She was speaking in a quavering voice . She sounded like she had a sore throat and was probably cringing . And even eyes were a little bleary ." Don't pretend Emily , I know you even better than you know yourself . So tell me what is bothering you . "Emily was unsure about her feelings herself what was she supposed to tell Rach . And finally things were going right between Rach and Jack , she didn't wanted to make her sad by shooting her problems on her . So she tried to change the topic ; " Oh I am also keeping you wait . Have you forgotten that we have a project to
The Mafia's Queen Conflict
Dear diary, I am a little relieved but at the same time I am a little concerned. I am glad that Leon asked me for divorce. Had I asked him, he would have said no. Anyways it is a little concerning that why am I concerned about it.It was all I wanted since I got married to him. It is not hidden to either of us that our marriage means nothing. It means nothing to me, it means nothing to him. We had no choice when we got married. It was the only time he was kind to me. He did me a favour. I am glad that he did. But at the same time I am not. I would have found a way all by myself, maybe.I know why there is this conflict in my heart. I hate to admit but I have feelings for him. I can try to hide it, I can try to pretend but that won't make the feelings go away.There was a part of me that believed I can change him. I know that this feeling always gave me pain. I want to hate him but still I want to be with him even after what he did to me yesterday.
The Mafia's Queen Together after long
The day after Ava died or atleast me thought that she was dead my life changed completely. I was in my bed. I was concerned about my dad. I was trying to reach him but all of a sudden it was saying that his number was unavailable. And this was not the only strange thing. My step mom was also acting strange. I know that she was always a weird, strange, old lady. But something was different about her. She was avoiding me. She was not looking straight in my eyes. I was getting a feeling like she was keeping something from me and I feared that it had something to do with my dad. I was getting a strong feeling that he was not fine. I was on my bed trying to sleep. But a lot of thoughts were going on in my head and it is hard to put them in words. Then suddenly someone knocked the door. It was past midnight so I got scared. I thought that it can't be Renee. My step mom forbidded her from seeing me and now she was herself keeping an eye on Renee. I thought that it might be my dad. My
The Mafia's Queen The hidden safe
My whole world crumbled in front of my eyes when he told that to me. I didn't wanted to believe him. I ran to my dad's room. He has a secret space in his closet that no one knows of. It is more like a safe. I remember that I found it when I was a kid. I asked my dad to show me what was in it but he said that it was not the right time. Toby searched my whole house but he didn't looked in the safe. Maybe what he was looking for was in it. Maybe the answer to my question was in it. I was very close to my dad. I know that my mom and dad didn't got along but that doesn't means that he will kill her. The safe had a lock. It was asking for the password. It was suspicious why on earth my dad needed such high security. It is not like he had loads of money. He was a simple man who worked very hard. I tried his birthday, I tried my step mom's birthday. I had one more try. I thought that another failed attempt might freeze it. I took deep breaths. Without even thinking I typed my birthday.
The Mafia's Queen And that's how I married him
Dear diary, There comes a point in life when death seems to be the easiest option. I knew that Toby was going to ome for me. Apparently my dad betrayed them all it is obvious that they will take out revenge on his family. It was good that my step mom was keeping Renee away from this mess. I have never been a fan of my life but I never thought of giving it up. I always thought that maybe sooner or later it will get better but it was lame of me to think that.But at that moment I was fed with my life. I was tired of breathing. I was terrified of waking up in the morning who knows what day had for me.I was feeling very vulnerable. I had no one in my life. I had no reason to keep going. I wanted to end it all. I even turned on the gas knob and grabbed the matchsticks. I wanted to go the way my mom did. But then I thought that if I did it then what will be the difference between my dad and me. He killed himself when he thought that nothing was going his way. I didn't wanted to do what h
The Mafia's Queen Disaster comes home
Dear diary, Leon and I are not on good terms right now. A lot is going on. I always wanted divorce from him but now that he was ready to give it to me I am getting second thoughts. But now staying with him seems impossible, now that she is here. Oh I haven't mentioned it yet. I woke up in the morning. I had no idea when he I fell asleep. I had to talk to Leon. I don't know why. It is just that a lot is going on in my head. I am not sure what. I asked the maids. They told me that Leon had not been home. Well that wasn't much of a surprise. I figured out that he must have spend the night in the club, I was sitting on the couch waiting for him. My eyes were stuck on the gate. I was getting a feeling that something was not right. I tied my hair in a messy bun. A car stopped infront of the door. Leon was home. I took deep breaths. I knew he was furious at me. He thinks that I ruined his chances of being with Ava. She wasn't even alive. For a change I was also furious at him. He left
The Mafia's Queen He has changed
His words left me in shock. I was standing right behind him. i knew that he was aware that I was there but still he called an almost dead woman his wife. He would have preferred an unconscious Ava over me. I never liked being called his wife but that could not overshadow the fact that I am his wife. At last for the time being. The doctor asked Leon and me to leave the room. They had to run some quick tests on Ava. Leon stood like a stone outside the door. It could be seen on his face how concerned he was. I tried to comfort him, "S-she will be fine Leon." It was heartbreaking for me to say this. After all I knew that my situation will only worsen when Ava will wake up. He nodded his head. He wiped his tears before they could roll down. After all he had to maintain his manly image. "What happened to her? Where did you find her?" I asked again. I knew that Leon was vulnerable right no so he won't yell at me. He was so overwhelmed that he was barely able to talk. "I w-was driving
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