It scares me!

Every time she would find himself smiling at her, every time he smiled at her, she would feel sad. She couldn't help but feel guilty whenever she saw that he was happy, and everytime she saw him happy, she felt as if her world was turning upside down.

She couldn't help but notice that she began to hate herself more and more each second that she was with him. She hated herself for being able to forget about the pain she had suffered during those three months without him.

She hated herself for allowing him to become her first priority. It hurt. It hurt so much. It hurt to think that she had been willing to break up with him for some other guy who clearly did not love her back. It hurt to think that she had fallen for him. It hurt so much.

She hated that she was so blind, so stupid. She had wanted to see what was right in front of her, but instead, she had gotten hurt.

Now she knew that he had done it because he cared about her, because she meant so much to him, but deep down, she wa