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Lessia's POV

In minutes, I came to start thinking of how I looked. I began craving for the mirror. A feeling of low self-esteem flooded my being. In that minute, I felt like nothing but a rag with feelings.

I wished I had a better life, other than the one my parents offered me. Maybe if I was born of an influential Alpha and I was properly taken care of, I wouldn’t feel insecure about how I looked.

Or maybe it was just the men in my life that made me feel that way. From my step father who made me feel like an abomination, to Maddox who was originally my mate, but rejected me because I was unfit to be even the servant of his Luna, just like he had claimed.

Although, Kian was different, I couldn’t stop the feeling of insecurity gnawing inside of me. What if he went to her because he didn’t want me anymore.

I couldn't stop myself from thinking about Kian's supposed ex girlfriend, ever since I got told about it by Sonia. I imagined how she would look like. I guessed how her voice might