Can't Have Both?

Damon's POV

I was currently in my office enjoying a medium alcoholic beverage. I needed something a little harsh to calm my mind, which seemed to be in turmoil after arguing with Addison. Addison's words again ran through my head about her desire to break up with me. It was true what Jared said that Addison wouldn't forgive me that easily.

"Should I divorce Addison?" The question kept swirling around in my head, along with Addison's words that gave me a headache. I guess it's not too late, I can still get her forgiveness, and I can still make her recover from her illness. I'm sure the doctor will cure Addison.

I took a big gulp of the slug filled to the brim with the thick yellow liquid. "Maybe if I hadn't married Cora, Addison wouldn't have asked for a separation. But ...." If I don't marry Cora, it's likely that Cora will be in danger because Cora has a disease, just like Addison. Can't I have both? I felt that I loved Addison very much. However, on the other hand, I feel responsible