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Chapter 12 - Legends Never Die
Marina
Pain has become part of me now. Watching John walk ahead of me and knowing he isn't mine, it's agonizing enough to knock the air out of my lungs.
I want to scream, beg and ask him to reconsider his choice of being with Amy, but it would be a terrible thing to do.
If Amy is the one he truly wants, then I should respect that.
"You can't tell the others that I can speak,"
Shocked at John's sudden stop, I look up with no time to mask the inner torment gnawing at my soul.
He looks torn the moment he sees my expression, but my pride causes me to glance away. John taking pity on me isn't something I want. I don't need him, and yet, it's so hard to resist stealing another glance of him.
"Did you hear me?" John asks.
"I did," I inform him bitterly. "And may I ask why I can't tell them?"
John sighs heavily. It takes every bit of willpower to keep myself from lifting my chin.
My mate doesn't want me, so I shouldn't lo
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