CHAPTER 29

Time was really just fast and sometimes, you would not notice it.

I did not know when I started avoiding him. I did not count the days, though. Because if ever I do that, I will get bored and became impatient to everything.

I want to see him but I did not know how to.

Maybe I would just let fate across life and will have faith from Above. I know He will control me and He has a good plan for me. I did not know what was it, but I know it was a good thing and was better than my plans.

But still, I could not help but feel sad.

It was like I am too drained. I always think about him but then, the words from his mother was stopping me to like him. It was annoying at the same time. My emotions has been mixed. Damn it.

I could not understand myself anymore. It was like I came back with my old personality and mindset. Negativities came across and crept my mind.

I fucking want to scold myself.

"Hey."

I stopped from what I was doing