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CHAPTER 35
I just knew I should not rush everything, especially when it comes to love.
Love should not be rushed because it can wait. It could not be your top priority when you are facing a challenges and was removing the barriers that was blocking your path of life.
We just chose to do things that will be the best for us, not that will make you drown.
I drink all the water in my container after running long miles in an oval. Yeah, I ran around so I could have new lifestyle. I did not like it when I will just stay still and will not do something to have healthy life and body.
"Hey, you were so sweat, I have my hankie with me."
I smiled when I heard Jinx's voice from behind. I turned my body to him and arch my brows. "Why are you here?" I asked with a hint of a tease.
"I just saw you while I am across, is there something wrong with that?"
"No, there is really no something wrong. I find it nice, I have been looking for you also."
"A
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