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CHAPTER 38
He always do things that he says, and I love him that way.
Just like what he said, he will get me after he study. I was still talking to his cousin when he held my hands, making me stood up. He did not even say nothing to his cousin that was grinning and just dragged me off there like a bad boy.
"Hey, are you jealous?" I asked him with my pursed lips. Lately, he just look so fine but now, it was scary. He was too serious while looking at the road. We were walking towards his car.
"You look enjoyed with him," he said in monotone. I stared at his face and stopped myself from laughing out loud. Is he serious? Well, he looks but does he sound?
"Because he was funny to be with," I responded with my creased brows and looked away from him. Damn this.
"Yeah, and I am not?"
"No, you are also funny to be with. Why? Is there something wrong if I will laugh with other men? You know, we were not in the relationship but you act like we were."
He st
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