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CHAPTER 32
"Where to you want to go?" Jinx asked while we were busy fixing our projects. He helped me with mine because I really struggled. I thought he has not done yet also but I was surprised when he showed me his very pretty work.
Funny how I felt envious because he work so good, unlike mine that was like I was just a new born here in the world.
Life will really always be unfair, swear.
"Hmm, I just like staying at home," I responded and shrugged my shoulders. I really have no plan of going somewhere because I was not use into that. I just love staying here inside the unit and study even though my head already hurts.
And also, I am not comfortable with bunches of people around.
"Eh? Why is that?" he asked, a bit raising his brows. He was not looking at me so I was thankful he did not notice how I smiled as I saw his face in different angle. He was busy with my work that I felt guilty because he looks so tired from work.
"I am afraid going outside,"
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