The wind that blows stops for no one,
Like unfettered dreams, boundless and free.
This spinning earth won't ever forget you.
Each new day dawns just for you.
A brand new day peeks from my heart.
Awaken Oh, my soul
Seize the day in your hands.
And spread your brand new wings.
Little by little, life's burdens start to weigh.
With each new dawn, the longing heart pines away,
As the days fly by, desires lay in wait
When you speak with me, Hope blossoms anew.
Tomorrow if I wake up beside you,
A brand new path becomes ours.
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“Will you stay with me forever?” he asked me.
No matter when he asks me that question my answer will always be ‘yes’ but I didn’t say it out loud. I knew somethi
I told the name of the hospital to the driver where he was supposed to drop me after a second. My mind never once warned me to change my decision. I knew it in my heart that I had to go to Jay. ‘I don’t care if I was going to meet the queen, Jay comes first.’ When I reached the hospital, I asked for directions from the receptionist at the front desk and almost ran to the ward that she pointed out. I saw Jay sitting on one of the visitor’s chairs in the hallway. He looked aghast. He wasn’t sobbing but tears kept racing down on his cheeks. “Jay,” I called out his name slowly walking towards him. He turned his head towards my direction looking at me with his sad eyes. As soon as he saw me, his chin trembled even though he was biting his lip to control himself and his eyes poured out tears in a flood of uncontrollable tears. I ran to him and hugged him. He hugged me back tightly throwing his hand
When you try your best but you don’t succeed,When you get what you want but not what you need,When you feel so tired but you can’t sleepStuck in reverse,And the tears come streaming down your face,When you lose something you can’t replace,When you love someone but it goes to waste,Could it be worse?Lights will guide you home And ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you. - Fix you, Cold play. ....................................................................... They have set the funeral soon for Jay’s mom after two days of her death and Jay’s uncle took care of everything for the funeral. Jay continued to stay with us even after the funeral. I didn’t know why he refused to stay with his uncle and grandma but they did
D5 won the competition as we all wished. They haven't even started their career yet, but they received huge support and received lots of love from the people already. They also announced that they were going to continue being a band and going to work on their first album. People were so excited about the news, and I saw people on social media were already intrigued and talking about it. Mr. Ben was really happy with how it all ends although he didn’t expect it. He thought that the boys would gain some experience before beginning their journey, but he never expected that they could shake the entire nation with their talent. He went ahead to New York to start their work for their first album and gave a week's vacation for the boys to spend some time with their family before they leave it all behind. ‘I mean who knows when they will be able to see them again.’ To spend this time together, me, Vian and Jay came to the old town to spend their
I once heard someone saying that you can never be too happy all the time and also you can never be too sad. The scale always balances. And it did in my life that day. I was so happy that day and the scale tipped the other side in the evening. But the saddest thing was, I never expected it to happen the way it happened. I woke up a little late, almost in the afternoon since I went to sleep late last night. I opened my eyes to see Vian’s face almost touching mine. ‘What a perfect way to wake up.’ One of his hands was lazily kept around my hip. I slowly moved my head back trying not to wake him up, and I stayed there in bed when I got the perfect full view of his body. I didn’t know how I stayed there like that. Watching Vian sleeping was never boring to me. When I realized we stayed in bed long enough, I kept my palm on his cheek calling his name to wake him up. He shuffled and mumbled in sleep. I brushed his hair backward calling his name again. That made him
Vian and I were lying beside each other on our sides looking at each other. His gaze was intense telling me all sorts of things. It was like I could understand what his eyes were saying to me. I never felt so loved just looking at any eyes until I caught sight of his pair of grey eyes. He slowly brought one of his hands towards me and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear all the while smiling so divinely. But I couldn’t help but think that it felt like a déjà vu. He moved closer stroking my cheek with his thumb until I could feel his breath on my face. I instinctively closed my eyes anticipating his kiss while breathing the same air as him. “Open your eyes.” he slowly whispered on my ears sending tingles all over my body. I did as he asked and I saw him looking at me again intently. “I love you.” He said his eyes full of emotions. It’s not the words but his gaze made me wanted to believe him
It was one fine morning, but when I opened my eyes, waking up, memories flooded back reminding me of all the pain I was going through. It’s been like this for almost a year after I left it all behind in the old town. When I came home to London, I acted strong and faked my happiness but that didn’t help me. The more I ran from my pain it caught up to me really fast. My mind went somewhere for a second, and I started having episodes of panic starting to cry in the middle of my work. I didn’t know how to cope with that huge loss in my life. I grew up with Jay and Vian. They were like a part of me and I had no idea how to live without them. It’s not like I get a manual or something. The days went by without getting enough sleep, not eating properly, and I felt like I was crying for my entire life. I took three more part-time jobs to work along with the one I had in the pizza place. I kept myself busy and I never let myself get home until I w
Just when you think that life can never get any worse than this, it just throws a nuclear bomb on your way, scorching every last bit of hope that you have been holding onto. If you are lucky enough, you might find another way to survive the bombing. But not all of us are that lucky, from that moment we are bound to live our lives like a dead land unable to blossom any new saplings of hope ever. After hurting my mom like that, I left home and went to the cemetery where Vian took me once instead of going to work. When I am in that place, my mind feels so peaceful like I am in the hands of Vian. Inhaling the fresh air and sitting under the shade of the tree when no one is around felt exactly as when I bury my face in the crook of his neck while hugging him and inhaling his scent. Being in that place calms my mind as his touch does. I came there to get some quiet time, but I was bombarded with Willie’s call. I knew why
I decided to leave for New York as soon as I can. I felt so suffocated in London with all the memories every place I turned to carried and the void I felt due to losing the most important persons in my life. I couldn’t function normally like before without any of them beside me. My pain turned to anger once I realized that no one was coming to my rescue. I hated myself for wasting my life running around to be there for people who needed someone to lean on and now there is no one beside me when I needed them the most. My mom was right, People just don’t stay because we want them to. I was hesitant to go to New York but what are the chances to meet a couple of pop stars accidentally when you walk out of the college campus to get coffee? Maybe one in a thousand to none? So I decided to take my chances. I got admitted into one of the world’s leading art and design school. I decided to take illustration (BFA) as my major, something I’ve always secretly admired at.