Chapter thirty two

CAMILA SIlVA

Since I was a little girl one of the things my family fights me most about is the wonderful fact that I leave everything to be done at the last minute. Few are the things that I plan ahead for, most of them I do at the last minute.

The twins' room, for example, I paid to set it up when I was already in the hospital with them in my arms.

Doing everything on short notice keeps me from getting even more anxious for the event. I am sure that if I had planned the room since I found out their gender, I would have changed it more than a thousand times with such indecision and anxiety.

My sister doesn't like my lack of planning very much. Especially after I left her to organize her bachelorette party on the day of the party, which is today. I believe that she only didn't speak more in my ear because of what happened yesterday at the company, otherwise she would have spoken even more.

But what can I do if I am one of those people who do not plan their life, but live it intensely?