(Two weeks later) (Ryker) It's been two weeks since I last saw Elias. After my visit to his room the last time, I swore not to go back until I was truly ready. I can't say that I don't miss him though, on days like this I wish he was here to help me calm down. I had come to a conclusion that that was the reason for my visit to his room before. the mate pull was getting too strong, even for me. When I was standing next to him, it seems as if everything was normal. But I had to fuck it up and now he probably won't even look at me much less talk to me. " so you're still killing rogues as a sport?" I heard a voice asked and I looked up to see Ryland standing there. My mouth fell opened from the shock of seeing my twin here because he was supposed to be in Canada searching for his mate. " what the Fuck are you doing here?" I asked, after recovering from the shock of seeing him standing here in front of me. " first of all, your breath smells like death. Second of all I found my mate at
(Elias) I couldn't leave my room. It wasn't because I didn't want to see Ryker, it was because of something else. It's been two weeks now and I'm left to bear the burden of it by myself which sucks big time. The full moon was approaching, which meant one thing. My heat. How in the name of the goddess am I going to get through this knowing I can't stand being around Ryker? Knowing I won't be able to let him touch me in a sexual way without feeling repulsed? Even forest didn't know what to do. I didn't want to contact Raina because I knew she had things to do. It would only seem as if I was a baby and I needed constant care. It was too much. the scent, the pain, everything. I couldn't scream or call for help because I was mute. I could only contact Ryker for now, because he hasn't introduced me to his pack members as yet. I didn't know anyone here who I could rely on apart from his parents whom I didn't feel like bothering at this time. Maybe I should swallow my pride and let Ryker
(Warning.... this chapter is a Little crazy so I'll just leave a warning here.) —————————————————(Ryker) I had just finished taking a shower when I got a mind link from forest saying Elias was in heat. I couldn't believe it, so i got dressed in a hurry and made my way to his room without stopping. Opening the door, I saw Elias in bed moaning from the pain of being in heat. His scent was so strong, attacking me the minute I opened the door. I didn't waste any more time as I slammed my lips down on his. His lips tasted so sweet, felt so soft and pure against mine. Taking my time, I took his clothes off as well as mine so we were both naked. No, I wasn't going to prep him. I didn't love him and I couldn't stand being next to him so why should I? The mate bond as well as his heat was the only things I would blame for the way I was so eager to get a taste of him. I pulled away from him, staring into eyes I knew belonged to forest. Elias's eyes are blue, the kind of blue that reminded
(Elias) Forest gave me control once more after telling me that he needed time to rest. It seems as if something happened to him while mating with Ryker, but he wouldn't tell me what it was. When I got back control, the first thing I noticed was the excruciating pain that I was feeling in my lower back and feet. It was hard for me to walk, so I had to be in bed for most part. The second thing I noticed was Ryker sleeping next to me. It was dark when I woke up, which meant that I was out for hours. I thought that Ryker would have left when he was done, but I guess I was wrong. What is he still doing here by the way? The third thing was the heat was gone, which I was grateful for. Did he forgot his rules when he had just brought me here? If he was staying out of pity he can leave for all I care. Moments later he started to stir, letting me know that he was about to wake up. A yawn escapes his mouth as he opens his eyes, which landed on me instantly. The light from the lamp has given
(Elias) Ryker was walking next to me while informing me on what's supposed to happened, The following morning when I woke up and got ready to face the day ahead. " so I wanted to introduce you to everyone before we head over to our therapy session. I know that I should have done that before, but I was too caught up with my personal feelings that it slipped my mind." He said and I nodded my head. I wasn't really listening because my mind was elsewhere. " after therapy, I'll be busy throughout the day so you can hang out with ryland's mate kai if you want or take a walk around the pack. try to get to know everyone better." I sent him an ok through the link as he continues to talk. To be honest I still didn't trust him, I mean would you if you were in my position? I don't really care about what other people might think, once you've done me wrong in any way, shape or form, I will not be able to trust you after that. " remember if you still need to visit the shadow stone pack you can,
(Ryker) Therapy wasn't really what I expected, that's why I said it didn't work. It only brought up bad memories for Elias which left him crying. He was too tired to even walk when we were done so I had to carry him back to our room to relax. I was there with him until he fell asleep, but now I had to leave because I had a lot of work to get done.Sitting in my office alone, I got to work in order to get my mind off what had happened earlier. Elias had a link opened between sally, who is my therapist and I so that we could communicate that way. She asked him a lot of things from how his life was going to school and how his family treated him. At first he revealed how they took care of him, how they groomed him at an early age to be an alpha and he actually thought they loved him. Then when it got to the point where he had to relive his experience with what had happened after they found out he wasn't an alpha, he broke down. The fact that I couldn't hear his cries or his pleas to sto
(Ryker) " I don't feel so good." I said as I got in bed next to Elias who woke up because of the noise I was making before. ' what's wrong with you?' He asked. Not in a worried tone, but an irritated one. " probably a stomach bug or something, don't mind me. I'm just going to sleep it off." I replied as I started to snuggle with the pillows. Still thinking about what max had done, I couldn't help but want to vomit every time. Max found it funny though, laughing at my expense. I am never going to give him control ever again. ' maybe it was something you ate before, would you like some tea?' I shook my head at Elias's question, closing my eyes as I groaned. " I'm just going to sleep it off, hopefully I'll be better in a couple hours or so." I said and he nodded his head. It didn't help that max was teasing me, it wasn't funny at all. Sure I would have killed Sheila myself, but i wouldn't resort to eating her! That's the last thing that was on my mind. But max is a wolf so I had no
(Ryker) 'Don't talk to me.' I said to max who was trying to tell me a joke. I just didn't feel like talking to him after what he did. Even though it seems as if it wasn't bothering him one bit.' oh come on! Stop being so lame. You were once the killer of rogues, the one who thrives on fear so what's with the sudden change? I know it doesn't have anything to do with Elias.' He said as if he was trying to annoy the hell out of me, it was working of course. ' even though you said that you have changed, I know you're only pretending. Afterall I'm your other half, I can feel how desperate you are trying not to show your true colors. That's why I hate fake people, they always rub me the wrong way. You shouldn't be mad because I ate Sheila, I was starving for goddess sake.' I rolled my eyes as he continued to rant. Going on and on as if he didn't know when to shut the hell up. When I woke up this morning, Elias told me he was going to spend the day with Raina and Lilliana. Of course I mi