Zie   I was wearing a black shirt, ripped jeans and boots. I was listening to Gabriel as he explained to us how to use different types of guns.   "Are you ready for this, bro? I know you told yourself you will not use a gun no matter what happens but we need to learn how to use guns if we want to increase our chances of getting Ashton." Rex told me in a concerned tone, he was worried about me. He was there when I promised to myself that I will never use a gun, he knows the trauma I suffered just because of a fucking gun so I can't blame him for why he is acting like this towards me.   "It's okay, Rex, I think I'll get used to it," I replied in a determined voice and smiled slightly at him so that he would not worry about me anymore.   "You're scared w

Zie   "I'm not in the mood to fuck you right now, Nick." I rejected Nick's offer causing him to frown. I just ignored him and walked over to my bed and sat there.   "And who says you have to be in the mood to fuck me?" Nick asked with a seductive tone in his voice and I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at him. Doesn't he understand what I told him?   "I know you got addicted to me, Nick. But I'm not really in the mood to do it, why don't you just go with Rex or Gabriel tonight?" I suggested to him but he just scoffs at me as if he didn't like what I just said.   "Well, they're already sleeping, don't want to disturb them," Nick replied and walked over to the bed. I raised my brows and look at him in disbelief.

Zie   Just like any other night. Nick invaded my room again in the middle of the night, where Rex and Gabriel were sleeping soundly in their rooms. Nick was lying on my bed right now as he rested his head on my sturdy arm.   "Don't tell me you want rough sex again?" I asked him with my eyebrows raised, this is what he always tells me every time he comes here to my room and because of the exhaustion of our all-night fuck, I let him rest in my bed which results in him sleeping beside me and I just wake him up early in the morning and order him to go back to his room while Rex and Gabriel are still sleeping.   It's so weird that  Nick and I had sex countless times already that I feel like I'm getting used to it. I'm so used to having Ashton by my side every night that these past few weeks, I find it hard to

Zie   My heart was pounding as I was staring at the watch clinging to my right hand. I was waiting for Nick to enter my room but a few minutes has passed already but he doesn't still show up to my room.   "Where the fuck are you, Nick?" I whispered to myself and put on my sweater because I knew it was so cold outside now. I only carried a small bag with a few pairs of clothes, my ATM cards, and cash. I didn't even bother to bring all my belongings because it would only make our plans a little bit harder to do, we don't want to attract attention by bringing our suitcases.   I took my cellphone out of my pocket and immediately typed Nick's number, after a while his cellphone rang but he did not answer for goddamn sake! What's wrong with him?   "The heck

Zie   I've been driving the car for almost two hours now and when I looked at the time on my cellphone I can't help but heaved a sigh. It's already 3 AM and my hand is a bit tired from driving so when we passed a hotel, I immediately stop the car and decided to spend some hours in the hotel.   When I looked at Nick, I can't help but smile seeing him sleeping peacefully. I don't want to wake him up but I have to do it because I know he is also uncomfortable sleeping here in the car.   "Nick?" I woke him up and gently patted his shoulder. Thankfully, it was not that hard to wake Nick because he opens his eyes after a few seconds and he immediately looks around him as if trying if he knows the place.   "Where are we, Zie?" He asked and blink his eyes twi