Rina, the twins and I were in my house spending time together and having such a fun time together, although she's still angry over the Karabo ordeal she wasn't angry to the point that she wouldn't talk to me, luckily."So when is our baby sister going to come out?" Khaili asked as she put her ear on Rina's growing belly and Khuli reciprocated her actions as they both put their small hands on her belly."It's going to be a boy dummy," Khuli said sticking out his tongue, "It's going to be a boy right mommy?" "No, it's going to be a girl!" Khaili shouted."Boy!""Girl!" And on it went until Rina decided to stop them."It's going to be a baby, don't know what gender it is yet but we will love it unconditionally right?" She said in a soft voice and the twins smiled nodding, "And you guys are going to love it and protect him or her and play with her," she listed off some things and Khaili interrupted her."And play with her hair because we have nice hair right mommy?" she asked a bit excite

I opened the door allowing K to come in for one of his visits which seems to be every day and once again he brought flowers and chocolates. "Hi, Rina," he kissed my twenty weeks pregnant belly and just like the other days, he talked about how he is going to fight for all of us and how we're going to be a family soon. "They're out in the garden," I told him where the twins were and he nodded walking off in the direction of the garden where he was welcomed with a huge scream."Tell me again why you broke up with him?" Screaming, I jumped facing Karabo who was standing behind me eating potato chips."What is wrong with you?" I snapped and he grinned crunching on his chips and he winked."What is wrong with you letting the man you love go?" he asked me and I rolled my eyes walking to the kitchen and getting myself a glass of water."I'm making his life easier, he won't have to choose between me or the company," I shrugged and he roll

After all of my excitement over winning the bet against Foxie, and most importantly, being blessed with another pair of twins, girl twins! We all sat around the table, Foxie sitting right next to me pretending to sulk but the excitement on her face evident, and on my left was Khaili while Khuli sat on the left of his mother.Both extremely excited to welcome their baby sisters not so long from now, well to be specific it was two months from now. It's really funny how time flies by really quickly, not so long ago I was begging her to take me back and now we are here about to have two more babies, I can't wait!"K?" "Yeah?" I met her brown eyes that were wide open, looking all innocent yet she was far away from that, she was licking the icing off from her fingers and I wondered if that's what she called me for, either way, I would still enjoy the teasing.Pinching my arm her eyes looked mischievous but it was obvious that isn't what she was calling me for."Where's Jerome?" She asked as

I sat back on the chair rubbing my belly as hunger coursed through my body and my stomach grumbling loudly disappointed in my actions of not feeding myself."K where is your mother?" I growled bouncing my knees up and down, she had requested this dinner to talk over the contract although I didn't understand what was the purpose of me being here. To add to my distaste of this day, I was a week late with my pregnancy and since I wasn't really sure when was my last period, the doctor concluded that we had calculated my 'estimate' time wrongly."She'll be here Foxie, relax," glaring at him, he shook his head. "Maybe I should call her.""You think?" I snapped, besides, I don't understand what was the point of even having this dinner over a contract that was terminated two months ago! Most important of all, again, why am I here!"I have arrived, you can stop calling me son," she said in her strong, powerful yet so lady voice."You're late mother."

Five Months LaterGiving birth to twins was difficult as it always is, but not being able to bond with your own children was worse and attending therapy had to be much worse, but as long as I was getting the help I needed right? Dr Ferg understood me all too well, or what it was I tried to say but wasn't able to get it through my lips. I'm currently going through a phase of hating myself eternally and internally, what kind of a person has a hard time being around their own children?I always pre-pump my milk, every time K enters the room holding them I exit and stay in my bedroom until I eventually fall asleep on top of the covers and wake up underneath them with K's arms wrapped around, but these days he's always facing the other direction and I don't blame him.Explaining all of this to Dr Ferg is relaxing to see somebody is listening to me and not trying to get me to see things their way, but help me figure things out."Why do you think Khalil hates you?" he asked me and I took a d