Violen POVThere is something amused my nose; I rub my nose roughly. I don't know why I feel sleepy. But the thing that was bothering my nose didn't stop. I'm getting annoyed and open my eyes. The sun shone through the window directly greeted my eyes. Noah swiftly stretched his hand to block the sunlight that dazzled my eyes. Suddenly my gaze turned to see Noah beside me. He was fully clothed, and even his hair looked wet. "Did you finish showering?" I asked NoahWhen my consciousness fully recovered, I immediately saw my body. My body is still wrapped in a blanket from chest to feet. I lifted the blanket, and sure enough, my body was still naked. I looked at Noah irritated "why didn't wake me up?" I asked Noah. Noah lifted and lowered his shoulders "you sleep very soundly. I can't bear to wake you up." Noah got up and closed half of the window with the curtain. My eyes are no longer glare in the sunshine."Are you still tired?" Noah asked me, stroking my hair i

--New York, After HoneymoonViolenThe room is the most comfortable place for me. Well, this should be a place that makes me feel better. Since my return from Bali, to be more precise, since the drama-filled honeymoon of my life ended. I never dared meet Noah's eyes againIt took me time to be okay. I didn't see Noah. I didn't see Lesley or Daliah. The point is I don't want to meet anyone. They persuaded me to tell them what happened to me. but, my lips complained, and could not speak to explain what I already feltI even ask myself? What am I going to do after this? will I survive in this fake relationship? Why did Daren and Noah play with me? Is my sincerity just a game of challenge for them ?. With all these questions in my head? How can I stand still?Okay. Making peace with the situation is not easy. Even though in this life, I've been through a lot. But to me, my feelings are my biggest enemy. It's hard to fi

ViolenSuddenly the big house felt cold to me. I want to go back to my apartment. I'm not comfortable living in a home that is too big, and I still feel lonely. It's better to be alone in my apartment. Back my mind screamed if I returned to my apartment. That means Noah and I will live in separate places. This situation will only invite Nandin and Jasmin to insult me ​​even more.Ahh, I'm trapped in a cage with no master. My body still shakes when I have to see Noah. Like this morning, I forced myself to have breakfast with Noah at one table. However, a dish that looked delicious and warm was already on the table. Instead, my appetite is lost somewhere "This is delicious isn't it? I don't know your favorite food. So I only ask them to serve what is appropriate for you," said Noah opening the conversation.I stay focused on my activities to feed my food without thinking of replying to Noah's chat. Just enjoying this food is hard for me the spoon

ViolenAt first, I didn't want to go home. I want to stay at my mom's house. But I didn't want them to think the trouble I had with Noah was too big. And now I end up eating breakfast with Noah at the table. The sound was only the clink of a spoon. My appetite is not as good as when I ate with my parents last night."Later in the afternoon we will visit Nana's place," said Noah after eating and just walked away. My heart rustled at Noah's coldness. Evil thoughts haunt me. I mean, is Noah starting to change? What I expected anyway. Indeed this is what will happen.I chose to read a novel in my room, without realizing that time passed, and that's when Noah came into my room "put your dress on. Dress up as you like. I'll wait for you in the car, "said Noah briefly and walked away from my room. "But I haven't showered yet?" I protested. Noah ignored my screams. As a result, I do everything quickly. I showered in a hurry and dressed up too in a hurry.After ma

Violen"Why are you torturing yourself? look now you have a fever as this "Lesley protested me. My body still feels wilted, and my face feels hot Well, after spending a long time under the splash of water, I got a fever. Daliah sat on the sofa in my room, while Lesley compressed my forehead so that the heat in my body fell. The doctor has given the medicine to me, and I have taken the drug "Don't scold me again, I don't have the energy to fight with you Lesley" I grumbled irritably.Daliah patted her forehead "this must all be because of Kayla's presence, right?" said the Daliah. I rolled my eyes lazily to hear the woman's name. There is a side in my heart that doesn't care anymore about Noah's life. I love Noah, but I don't think love is always beautiful. Lesley turned to stare at Daliah. "Who is Kayla? is she the woman I passed earlier?" asked Lesley. Daliah sighed and walked over to me. She touched my forehead to check my temperature "You need rest