Nagising ako sa sobrang sakit ng katawan. I groaned as I saw my friends. They are wearing all black, Emjie's crying with his pale face, swollen lips and bruises, meron din siyang benda sa kamay habang si Clove ay sa ulo. Zai the bitch was there too, crying and full of bruises."C-clo---"Napaangat ang tingin sa akin ni Clover at mabilis na lumapit."Dude, how are you feeling?""M-medyo m-masakit.""Masyado kang nabugbog, kakaopera mo lang din, sobrang kaba namin kagabi akala namin hindi ka maliligtas.""W-what happened...w-why are you crying b-bakit nakaitim k-kayo lahat?"Hindi sila nagsalita, umiling lamang sila na mas lalong ipinagtaka ko. Gusto ko mang gumalaw ngunit hindi ko magawa.I roamed my eyes again looking for someone---but I failed.Wala siya. Mukhang nahalata

 Sometimes life happens not everything always goes the way we planned. Maybe because what we planned wasn't supposed to happen.I've always been a lover of organization and planning. I prefer things to go a certain way, my way---otherwise I become flustered and freak out. Even though that is completely absurd as life is unpredictable, that's the way I've been since birth.I want everything to be completely planned out not knowing that not everything I planned will go my way.Along with the process, I knew---Our plan will never be successful as how it was perfectly planned the first time. And yet, I followed it and turns out ruining everything.Hindi nasunod ang plano ko, Meast took over the decision when I was still unconscious.He filed the

Kunot na kunot ang noo ko ng makabalik sa condo. Sa susunod na iinom ako'y sana hindi na magkrus ang landas namin ng lalaki na 'yun.  Nagshower muna ako bago nagsuot ng above the knee pastel dress na pinaresan ko ng silver heels.  I put a minimal amount of make up before wearing my sunglass. I don't know where's amanda is. Matanda na siya, kaya na niyang panagutan ang mangyayari sa kaniya.  Pagkababa ko'y mabilis akong sumakay sa kotse ko at nagmaneho paalis.  Ilang minuto lang ang itinagal ko bago dumating sa kompanyang papasukan ko.  I took a deep breath first before I parked my car and walked out wearing my famous poker face. 

'You always have a chance August, kaso, hindi pa ako handang makipagrelasyon ulit.''Ang malaman ko lang na meron mav, sobrang saya ko na. Hindi kita pipilitin na maging tayo, just let me love you, sapat na 'yon.'Nakatitig ako sa kawalan. Kanina pa ako nagising, ngunit hindi manlang ako bumangon o gumalaw manlang inaalala ang pangyayari kahapon. I am confused, tama bang pinaasa ko siya so he won't be hurt. Kung hindi niya malalamang wala---hindi siya masasaktan hindi ba? Saka sinabi naman niya na wala na siyang hihilingin pa mula sa akin. Hindi naman niya siguro hihilingin na maging kami in the future.I don't wanna lose a bestfriend.Hindi ko na nga mahanap o makausap si Kiara, tapos maiwawala ko pa si august---torture 'yun para sa akin.Marahan akong bumangon at umuunat na hinawi ang nalilis na kurtina para sumilip sa labas ngunit nahinto ako ng makita nanaman an

I groaned when I feel sore between my thighs. I was thinking about what happened, when scenes last night flashed in my mind, my face---the way my lips parted and on how his face darken with his lips parted too  moving inside of me.Fvck! That was so embarassing! Mabilis kong minulat ang mata ko at binalak na gumalaw ng may brasong nakayakap sa bewang ko. I can feel his breathe against the back of my neck, that brought shivers down my spine.Mariin akong napapikit sa kahihiyang nararamdaman. Pikit matang kinapa ko ang kamay niya para alisin mula sa pagkakayakap at marahang bumangon. I reach for my undies at mabilis iyong sinuot kahit hirap pa akong igalaw ang katawan ko sa panghihina. Nanginginig ang mga hita ko ng sandaling tumayo ako, I wanted to walk fast but that pain down there forbid me and made my lips twisted.I took a hot shower to ease the pain. Hindi ko matanggap ang nangyari and the way I remembered i