Arga and I came home after five days in Brazil. My father in law's condition is fine -- although several times I have seen him cry in front of my mother in law's frame. I know her heart must be so broken. the woman he had spoken to for decades was now gone for good, leaving him and her children behind.I see Nick and Jason are getting better. They are active as usual. Perrhaps most men are creatures that God deliberately created with a heart as strong as steel.As for Natalia, she has also improved and is willing to accept my mother in law's departure. Although I still often see her cry too.How delighted Rosemary and Diolinda were to welcome me. Even my youngest daughter didn't want to be separated from me, even though she was fast asleep."Did they bother you?" I asked."What are you talking about? Why do you think your own child is a bother to us? We are your parents. Our love for your two daughters is the same as our love for you, Kris, and Kim

I am very grateful thanks to God's miracle, Arga -- my husband was able to live again. I don't know what would happen if he really left me and our daughters for good.Even now my family has been allowed to go home but on the condition that he must rest completely and must not be tired.This morning I prepared a special chicken porridge for my husband and Rosemary. No, Diolinda hasn't been allowed to eat anything since she's still a baby. I had fed her this morning."Let me help you, La," my mom said as she spooned the porridge into a fairly large bowl with chicken stock."Take care of your husband. Mama will take care of Diolinda and Rosemary," my mom said."Thank you, Ma. Oh, ya, if Diolinda cries, just call me, Ma. I'll breastfeed her," I said.My mom nodded and left me.I walked towards the room. My husband who was originally lying down then tried to sit up. He even wanted to get up and help me. "Just rest, Honey," I s

"Mom, I want to talk to you," said Rosemary suddenly one afternoon. What is wrong? My eldest daughter seems to have something important to talk about. I took off my glasses. I looked at my eldest little girl. I smile. "What is it, my daughter?" I asked. "Mom, dady and you don't need to accompany us to school anymore," Rosemary said diplomatically. "Why, Baby? Don't you like it? Are you ashamed to have parents like us?" I asked pretending to be sad. "It's not like that, Mom." Rosemary looked panicked. I smile. It seems my daughter thought I thought she was ashamed to have parents like Arga and I. "Mommy was just joking, Honey. What's wrong? Why can't dady and I wait for you to go to school?" I asked. "Mom, dady and you have to work right? And I know it's all for Diolinda and I. So Diolinda and I agreed to ask mommy and

I woke up when the sun had touched my skin. I stretched and opened my eyes. I lazily reached for my phone on the nightstand to see what time it was. Gosh! It's now 7:30 in the morning. I glanced to my left, there was no Arga. Where is she? are my daughters awake? I quickly got up from my bed. But just as I stood up, my head hurt so bad that I had to walk while holding onto the wall so I wouldn't fall. I saw Rosemary and Diolinda watching TV in the living room. While Arga is busy cooking in the kitchen. "Why haven't you showered yet? Don't you guys have to go to school today? Honey, why do you look so relaxed? Why didn't you wake me up?" I kept nagging. Arga smiled. He kissed my lips briefly. "Honey, today is a holiday. Did you forget?" My face flushed with embarrassment. How could I forget that today is a holiday? Oh

Please hold on for mommy, my beloved son. Please stay alive. I'm sure you're very strong. I'm sure you're a great kid.***After hours I was unconscious (said Arga), I opened my eyes. The white room smelled of ethanol immediately greeted me. I saw Arga -- my husband was sitting beside me with his head down and his hand still holding my right hand. Looks like he fell asleep. I stroked his curly hair with my left hand until he woke up. Arga blinked a few times."Are you awake, La?" asked Arga in disbelief.I smiled and nodded.Arga pressed the bell on the right side of my bed. A doctor came into my treatment room and was surprised to see me who had woken up from my 'long dream'.The doctor checked my body, starting from the eyes, pulse, and heart rate. "When did your wife wake up?" the doctor asked Arga."Just now," replied Arga."Your wife's condition has started to improve. But you have to keep her in