Cleo  There is only so much one can take. With all the crazy I have been through , and emotional rollercoaster that never seems to end because of Rosa , and Angelo getting arrested. The last thing I needed was the two men I care about; one who I love with my whole heart , and one who was a friend getting into a fight. If it wasn't for Bruno coming in and stopping the fight I would have seriously gotten hurt. Angelo has a temper on him. When Paul came in Angelo let go of me and stood up, and so did I, to go and retrieve my bag at the far end of the couch .  Paul had seen my tear stained face and he pinned Angelo against the wall telling h

Cleo There are many things that can make me lose my temper or throw things around . I rarely lose my temper; when that happens I usually vent directly and indirectly . I was so livid at Angelo when we decided to stop by his suite that turned out to be a sexy time suite .He had hidden most of his stuff behind the towel cabinet . I didn't deliberately look for his toys and accessories ; I had spilt my orange juice knocking my bowl of granola in the process and made a mess . That wasn't the only mess I made . When I found Angelo's stash , I kind of went crazy. I started swearing; throwing out his boxes of condoms , mind you not one , not two but a couple . I swear if we had made love at his suite the night he came knocking at my door after I got fired we would have never ran out of condoms . I also flashed back to the time he hate fucked me . If he decided to come here to do it maybe I wouldn't have gotten pregnant . Don't get me wrong I am thankful for the way things turned out and I l

CleoI've really had a long day and all I want to do is just rest ; but I can't until I Angelo why I have been missing in action for half of the weekend. I miss him; the twins and everyone else. I hadn't told him about the date with Salvatore. My reasoning behind that was that he would have stopped me and from what I know the Luca's always collect what's due to them on time. I am not an object ; I was caught between a rock and a hard place when I made the deal with Salvatore. He had agreed to help me and I was happy he did. The date was scheduled for this morning and he had warned me that I'd be out of range for most of the trip . There was no network reception at the location, he flew us to with his chopper to an ocean resort that had water sports. He had planned activities that only had to do with water . This guy pretty much does everything under the sun. We started the morning with a hike along the river; then we went river rafting , jet skeing, in-between that we had brunch , a bo

CleoI have never been one for big surprises or elaborate stuff. Call it being true to who I am or what I prefer . I love creature comforts and alone time with the ones I love. My love languages are quality time and words of affirmation. Angelo doesn't need to affirm anything because I know when I am with him , everything is absolute . For the first time in a long time I feel like I can be myself unapologetically , be loved unconditionally , and accepted. I had just come home from work and I was tired. I needed all the energy for the night, and my loving husband to be decided to sweet and surprise me with a question in a room filled with roses ; lilies, and tulips. He had also written a question on a board he had hung up near a light fixture that looked like a cluster of stars it simply read; "BE MY EVER AFTER." With a heart and xoxo at the bottom. When I said; yes ,I didn't feel forced or tricked in anyway like the first time he asked me. I had a lot going on that week which later re

CleoSurprise trips We are well into the second week of spring . In my opinion we are not yet celebrating Spring. About a week ago we had rain . I felt like going out but ; I was under covers warm and wrapped up in skin. By the time Sunday came around we decided to go to the late mass . I wouldn't be setting a good example for the kids if I went along with Angelo's idea of skipping mass and making up for it during the week. The twins were still staying with my mother ; and she had called me to tell me she went to mass with Gia ,and the twins back home instead of the usual drive up back and lunch . Angelo's dad was staying with DR Raphael at the villa . We had dinner there and drove back to the house... I was still feeling sleepy from all the fun we had ; so when Angelo went upstairs to his office to check on something I sat on the couch and hit lights out . My body has never betrayed me so badly . I was woken up by the wind on Monday morning with Angelo's arm around my waist . He w