Alex and I were lingerie shopping and spending some quality time together.Look at me,shopping for cute lingerie to impress the man I married.Crazy how things change.Alex wasn't happy about it!Since he knows that our marriage is a fake,I always go to him to talk about Jeremy. I had to tell him what was going on between us,but from his reaction I'm thinking that it was a mistake to say anything at all.Alex shook his head in disagreement."I don't like it.""I know you don't like him and I can't blame you for that."I released a sigh,as I searched the rack of expensive lingerie."I like him,I want to give this a chance.""He's not a good guy,Ness. I think you know that already. This marriage is just a fake-What happens when the year is up?"He asked."Do you divorce and go back to how yo

I took a glance in Jeremy's direction and chuckled on the inside. Just the look on his face was priceless,it was definitely worth the very long flight in coach just to get here.He wasn't thrilled about flying coach, especially on a long flight from San Fran to Scotland. But I had already purchased the tickets and I wanted the trip to be on me not him. I planned it all after all.Jeremy thought we were just coming to Scotland,but he didn't know the reason why. He didn't know that I was taking him to the Macallan Estate,to drink whisky while we spend the day exploring.I know the way to the man's heart.Of course this is not all for him,I have my own reasons for wanting him here.I want some time alone with him-Just the two of us for two whole days. Sleeping together is most definitely on the table.Jeremy snaked his arms around m

Jeremy and I were on the flight back home to San Francisco,a lot more Sexually frustrated than when we left 2 days ago. Our romantic weekend away didn't turn out like I had hoped,not at all. Seeing Michael's face again after all this time,my mind wasn't in the right place to even contemplate having Jeremy between my legs. I told him that I was sick,but I'm not sure if he really believed me or not. I don't know what to make of Michael being at the same hotel as Jeremy and I were,I'm cautious when it comes to him. Things didn't end well between us, so much so I had to change my life just so he couldn't find me. Seeing his face again just brought everything back...Jeremy sat forward in his chair that was right in front of mine. He had that worrisome look on his face as he looked at me."What's going on with you,Gorgeous? You've been acting a little off since our dinner last night.""Nothing,I'm fine."I must

JEREMYI hung up the phone and threw it down on my desk,sighing with complete frustration. It was Ollie that called me, though the conversation didn't last too long because I couldn't hear him over the music and club noises in the background. I walked towards my drinks table in a rage and filled my expensive whisky glass half way with my usual Macallan.I brought the glass to my lips but then stopped myself. I should be sober when I get there,she won't get in the car with me otherwise. I wasn't pissed that Vanessa was at my Club,that didn't bother me.Owning my own nightclub wasn't something that I was in trying to hide from her,it just never came up in conversation. I have my Father's business to run,so owning the Club is like having something of my own. No I wasn't pissed about that.. I was pissed that she went out and she didn't tell me. Vanessa is out in a club drinking and

JEREMYMy Father fell back against the wooden table,immediately holding his hand over his nose. My mother was straight to his side to assess the damage that I had caused. Was she angry with me-I didn't know and I didn't care! She looked more concerned about the blood that was coming from his nose than anything else.He's got what he deserved!!"I didn't mean for things to turn out this way.."My Father was looking at me whilst rubbing his face with a white handkerchief."I didn't do this to hurt you,Son.""Bullshit you fucking didn't!"I roared,at him."You wanted to get me back for all the shit that I pulled in the past-For all the times that you had to clean up after me."