Chapter 62  Cleo  Watching Angelo sleeping has been my favorite pastime. He looks like an adorable angel sleeping and it's the only time I get to see him in a state of peace .  The past couple of days have been hard on us and Romano decided to give us some more time off till Monday . I knew that we had to go back to work at some point and unlike  Massa Angelo wasn't going to see me whenever he wanted. I was running a different a different department and he had the Sports Department manage with Aaron who too has also moved from Johannesburg to Capetown with his family . Aaron already had property down in Capetown and  he didn't live too far from where we lived.   I was just happy that my mother was around to take care of the kids . After Angelo's mini birthday party on Tuesday ,that included;  a party for two and a video montage of everyone ,who was supposed to come through sending

Chapter 64CleoFor the longest of times I thought that I had to be strong and go through things alone without anyone's help . I have always been independent and balanced to a certain extent . I am married but I still have a lot to learn about having a teammate who will always have your back no matter what you're going through .  I'm learning the art of allowing myself to ask for help and accept assistance when needed in any way , shape, or form .I was a mess before Salvatore's funeral. The reason was because the strong fortress I had put up was starting to crumble and it took a moment of nostalgia to start the cracking process . I had gone through losing a brother before and that changed me . Before Daniel was presumed dead , I always did things knowing that someone will always have my back ,and since my father wasn't around , I knew that I'd have someone to vet the guys who wanted to date me.When I was told that Daniel had died something in me clic

Chapter 66CleoIf there's anything the past four years have taught by me  is; to be calm in any situation thar might occur. There are days when I just want to take a break  from my life, and then I'm reminded that; the life I'm living now is the he life I chose when I married Blue. He has a tendency to get jealous to the point where he is blinded by his own rage and he doesn't think straight.  He legit wanted to tell Romano to fire Juan,  and replace him with someone else he trust because he was working with me .As soon as I got off the phone I went to the office kitchen to go make myself a cup of ginger tea because I was feeling nauseous. I couldn't help but worry about the kids especially Ava who was on an excursion with Daniel . The twins had homeschooling and they had to play catch-up according to Romano because; what they learned when I I left Angelo wasn't up to his standard and the "Luca " standard of education.  I knew that Ava l

Chapter 68 Cleo  If  there's one thing I hate more than anything with regards to any situation or incident that can be preventable is ; feeling helpless to the point where I feel like I  have both my hands tied ,and I have to let the professionals do what they went to school for. There is no remedy  for the pain that comes when you lose a child ... Or in my case two children . I don't have melt downs but I get the feelings  that I felt when I lost my babies . Fact is that I had no control over the situation.  The drive to the hospital reminded me that ; Angelo has unresolved issues and feelings with regards to the way he lost his son and that includes the accident he caused that resulted in Jane not being able to  get pregnant again.  Romano has always come across as tough and unshakeable but recent events have proven than he was human afterall . His team is competent

Chapter 70  Cleo  I have a stubborn streak and it can sometimes land me in big trouble , but sometimes being stubborn and not listening to what you are told not to do can work in your favour, even though you still get hurt. You will lick your wounds after you have learnt your lesson, but if curiosity might have killed the cat , then being a as stubborn as mule got the mule what it wanted . In this case I'm not the mule ,and something about the doctor Angelo lost his composure at seemed too prejudice and malicious in a racist kind of way .  The Luca private wind was designed similar to the one that the Massa's had in Johannesburg. Part of me wished that they had taken my baby girl to a normal private hospital , even one that had a Massa wing was okay with me , because there was something about the Luca's that I didn't trust. Experience has taught me that they would say one thing and then later