New Beginning I walked back to my apartment after dropping Hazel off at daycare, it wasn't a far distance, the school was very close by, only about a five minute walk. The smell of fresh paint welcomed me as I walked into the living room. Shawn must be here already,he came way earlier than expected , I made my way upstairs quickly and stood in awe at the doorway ."it's so beautiful " I gushed out staring at the newly brightly painted room. The designs and arrangements were perfect,  I couldn't wait to hear Hazel's excited squeal of laughter. Shawn turned around to face me, the painting brush still clutched in his hand, his work clothes and some part of his face  smeared by the paints. "You are back. " he said with a huge grin then took a quick glance at his handiwork."It's really nothing..i just uh chose pink and silver,  I just thought she might like it ..." "Of cou

3Hayden "It was all a mistake!  Just give me one more chance I'll rectify them right away"I ran a finger over my temple massaging them slowly. I've been listening to this traitors ranting for some time now  , it was always like this,  they always tried to steal from us and always come up with the same story. To be given a second  chance to rectify their mistakes. Too bad second chances weren't in anywhere in my fucked up world. They always paid with their lives for their greedy mistakes,  some worse than the others  depending on my mood .I stared emotionless at his bleeding pleading form,  I didn't even feel the littlest twinge of  pity , I wasn't feeling angry either, In fact I felt absolutely nothing .Everything inside of me was just a blank shade of darkness .Not since after she.... "Have mercy! ,please just give me one more chance

The old town didn't change a single bit. Everything remained the same as I remembered but still it felt somewhat odd to be back here This was the place I had spent eighteen years of my life. It was filled with so many memories....most of them has to do with HIM. Whether I want it or not he was still a huge part of my life .. whenever  I stare into Hazel's pair of gaze that were so much like his... Hers were very  alive with happiness and light while his were dark and forbidden.They were two things that should never come across. Some days I could just managed to convince myself that I wasn't the same weak eighteen year old anymore, that he doesn't have any power over me anymore and I don't have to always watch my back just like I'm doing right now. Many atimes I doubt if he still even remembers me or I was just the only one...  I watched the burial processions from afar , a safe distance away,made m

Hayden **My eyes flickered open to a severe headache, a groan escaped my mouth as I recalled my drinking so heavily last night, I must have passed out from it. , I remembered Sebastian mentioned something about a parcel, with the thought in mind I made way out of the couch. There was something different about last night, there had been no nightmares, it was as if all the dark demons inside of me were kept on a leash. I had wet a dream about HER, she had lay soft and compliant beneath me as she took me deeper and closer into her warmth. it had felt so real... like I had touched and tasted her . I clenched my teeth against the sudden huge sense of loss that overwhelmed me. It wouldn't be the first time I've had an erotic dream about her .Only this time It had been so real...so perfect and equally so dangerous. My whole body now craved badly for the real thing. I closed my eyes draggi

GRACIE My gaze flickered open slowly, I blinked confused as to where I was, my gaze searched around slowly to be met gaze with Shawn's. My brain became functioning again Hazel! I flung myself out of the couch fighting back a wave of headache.I scanned my gaze around a part of me praying that she would come running through the door  this very moment but Shawn's grave expression told me it would be anything but not. "How do you feel? "  He clasped my shoulders forcing me to look at him. "You have to take it easy or you wouldn't even be alive to see her return! ""You don't understand he..h... "  my words choked up in my throat,  I was hyperventilating once again He hugged me tightly rocking my shoulders gently."Just breathe okay... It will be fine ""I only want to find Hazel" my voice came out muffled against his shouldersIt was all my