Am I still angry at him? Well, I can't say for sure. I felt angry at him because he tried to force himself on me. Getting to know about the bet left my head spinning because he wanted to have me on video.But Chris's words touched me so I have forgiven him."I'm not angry at you", I said, sparing him a glance.He moved closer as he stood in front of me." I am sorry for everything. For threatening you with the video. I…", "Stop it. I understand. You are attracted to me and you were finding it difficult to control the new feeling. In the process, you thought it would be best if we both engage in sexual conduct to control the sexual urges", I explained everything that I feel was the reason behind his actions.His face dropped, as he sat on one of the stools with a sour expression." I never expected I would develop anything for you. And If possible I said some things while drunk yesterday, They are all true", he said, his

It has been a month since the drama with Joseph. Getting over the attraction I had for him was not as easy as I thought. Knowing fully well I did the right thing by not giving in to my feelings kept me aspiring to put an end to the liking I had for him.I know that I made the right decision. If I should accept Joseph's point of view, things would have been upside down. Not only will we be committing such a shameful act in secret, but we will also be sinning against the Almighty.Embracing your sexuality or controlling your sexual desires are those two options I had but I had to go for the latter because to me it is the best. It can be challenging sometimes having feelings that society shun, but with discipline, determination, and trust in God, everything will be a passing phase as long as you pass the bloom of youth.Although you may not have complete control over your desires, you do have control over your actions. You can choose not to act on wrong d

CHAPTER 55- DECISION LOCKING INGetting home from my dad's pharmacy, I walked into my brother's room as his eyes were glued to a novel." Hey. Hope I am not disturbing you", I said, as I scanned his bedroom which was medium-sized with a bed, a study table and chair, and a wardrobe coupled with a bookshelf."No brother, You can join me", he said as he stood up, placing the novel on the bookshelf as he searches for something.My eyes scrutinized the whole room, as it fell on a paper beside the study paper. I picked it up as I read through the contents of the paper leaving me speechless.The paper explains the fantasy of a girl for my brother. Not only is she confessing her feelings for him, but she also wants them to be dating. My heart leaped as I read the writing of this girl who seemed rather poetic, as her wordings are crystal clear." Checking something out?", my brother's voice jolted me out of my reverie as I raised my head."Sor

   He stretched his hand forward in a gentleman style, with a smile on his face.  "I am Michael, a 400-year Pharmacy student", I said, stretching my hand forward for a handshake.   His hand was soft and cold, against my soft and warm hand. I released my hand from him, as I kept searching for the best way to leave him. He is making me nervous.  " I know your name already. Oyedele Michael, the most well-behaved Class Representative of our time. Not only that he is pure and innocent at heart", his voice calming as he leaned forward a little.  "I don't think I deserve those accolades. I make mistakes too sometimes which does not make me pure or innocent as you said", I refuted, my eyes scanning w

    I could not help but groan as I kept moving side by side on the bed. Summoning the all in me, I lifted my head only to be caught in awe. It is night already," I mused, as I felt my head spinning.   I moved out of the bed with my feeble self heading to my study table, as I switched on my phone to reveal the time. Oh no! It is 10 pm. I can't believe I slept till nighttime.   My stomach grumbled, waking me to satisfy my appetite soon. Chris is probably at a friend's place for his project. Since it was his final year, he has been head-on when it comes to projects.   I checked my phone to realize an unknown number of calls, messages a