I wiped away my tears incessantly. I took a deep breath because I felt like I was going to run out of air. Then I ended up sobbing silently. He just told me that he was jealous the last time. He even kissed me that time! Then why do I have to witness this now?My tears fell again. Stupid idiot, it's only now that I'm admitting to myself that I like you, but why do you have to hurt me right away?"Ma'am Yasha!" I immediately dried my tears when I saw Angeli coming towards me. "Oh my! Are you crying, Ma'am?" She asked me and I shook my head but my eyes can't lie because there were tears falling from there again."Oh my," Angeli's eyes now showing me worries. I held her hand and we walked away from that place. "Ma'am, why are you crying?" She once asked and that caused my tears to flow again."Angeli please, don't tell Axis that I came here." My voice cracked while begging at her."Ma'am..." I just bit my lower lip."P-please, don't tell him that I c

"Fine. Let's stop this." Axis uttered and that words of his break my heart into tiny pieces. I tightened my grip on the door knob and I secretly bit my lip; and tried my best for him not to hear my sobs. It's just so painful for me to hear these words coming out of his mouth, but I have to accept it.“Y-yeah. Let's stop—" I wasn't able to finish my words because he held my hand until we both faced each other. I just looked in the other direction because I don't want him to see me crying.I know, Axis was stupid but I was stupider because I fell in love with him. Fine, I'm now admitting that I don't just like Axis. I think it's more than that because with this emotions I'm feeling right now, I guess I already fell for him. But what's the sense? He's already committed to someone and it's better for me to just let my feelings for him fade because he doesn't like me at all."Look at me Yasha Reese," he said with a serious tone and that made my tears pooled

It's been a few hours since I arrived at my unit but I don't know why the conversation Aishi and I had earlier seemed to echo in my brain."I'm not avoiding him." I insisted."Oh? Really?" She teasingly mocked at me. "Whereas before, when he goes to the restaurant, you always go with him. Then it's only now that he visited you again, but you refused right away. I bet you are not really avoiding him," she added, the side of her lips rose and I know she meant another things with those words.I let out a deep sigh as that conversation traveled back in my mind. Fine. Aishi was definitely right but I'm not doing this for no reason. If you just only knew why I am doing this to him Aishi. If you just only knew."The Starlight had rescheduled the next shoot. Would you like to come?" Aishi asked while sipping on her coffee."When will it be?" I asked back."Next week, but I don't know the exact date yet. They are rushing the next magazine," she answered.

I was sitting in a single sofa while Axis was in front of me. Only the center table mediates the distance between the two of us. Obviously, we were inside his unit. I didn't know how it happened or maybe I was too pre-occupied because of what have happened earlier to the point that I didn't realize that I followed him here inside.I remained quiet and felt like I'm totally a statue here at where I sat. I couldn't move nor I couldn't able to move. Everytime my eyes were meeting Axis' gaze, I end up looking away. Darn it! I can't look directly into his eyes.I bit my lower lip and took a deep breath. I looked in Axis' direction again, secretly, only to notice that he's looking at me. He was leaning against the backrest of the sofa, sitting with legs crossed and was smiling broadly.My forehead creased. "What are you looking?" I rudely asked, raising my left brow, but truth is it's my only way to hide the awkwardness I'm feeling because I don't know how to behave norm

Months quickly passed by and during those months, lot of things happened.Starlight became now the top modeling agency in the country. They were already training teen model ages 13 and above which is quite amazing and it's an opportunity for me to be one of those trainers who train them. As for the mean time, I'm having my break time in showbiz industry. The restaurant was doing well too. There were times that we're encountering different problems because of some customers, but we always make sure to do our best to fix everything."You think all of these are okay now?" I asked Aishi after putting what I cooked in a flat circle plate.We've accepted catering because the granddaughter of one of the most famous artists which is Mrs. Gina Malabar will be celebrating her debut and luckily, they chose our restaurant. Who am I to not accept it, right? Besides it's a great privilege for us as well to the restaurant itself to make its own name."Yeah, don'