It was past midnight and I was still tossing and turning in my bed, now that Chris was gone and I was done with my homework, there was no more distractions for me to keep Jacob out of my head . Pangs of hurt and regret had my heart aching , I knew that after what he had done , I should be done with him. And the so called rumours that Chris just told me should have been enough to let me know that I should create some distance between him and I , however , as contrasted as it sounded , I was even more curious , I wasn't disgusted by those rumours . Though I did sincerely hoped that whatever Chris told me were nothing more than rumours but my stomach was still twisted with disgust , I threw the cover over my head and rolled closer to the wall . I had picked up that there was something wasn't quiet right with Jacob's family especially when I heard that Mrs Knight had physically abused Annabeth until she was traumatised but I had never considered this . Against my better judgment , I fel

♡ Jacob ♡  My rational side screamed at me to let Bella go , to step out her way and talk to her after she gets a little more calmer . Atleast she hadn't thrown her books at my face like yesterday night when I refused to leave her room but my stubbornness didn't want me to let her leave , it was real damn hard to have her this close to me but not being able to touch her .  " Alright , I will let you go but then after you are done with your classes , you will have lunch with me this afternoon "   " Yeah I totally love to go on a lunch date with my ex boyfriends " her sea green eyes hardened as she pursed her lips and stared at me like I was some lunatic that ran out of the asylum .  I didn't put her right , that I was her only boyfriend , now ex boyfriend ( the jury is still out on that , because I sure wasn't taking that title on my head ) and I will b

♡ Jacob  ♡ This wasn't what I expected Conan to say and I wasn't sure whether or not I wanted to hear it. " You like her Jake , you really like her , like her for what she is , you don't ask anything of her in return , you just like her - I mean like her , Like " Conan emphasised the word like as if I couldn't hear it clearly " I have never seen you acting so possessive and jealous , you have never been so hot for someone before not even Mila , But right now you would definitely punch any guy who approach Bella in your absence " He was wrong I would definitely not punch that guy , I will fucking obliterate him . " If this was anyone else , I wouldn't have bothered about them at all but its you , and you have more issues than a normal playboy . If I don't give you a push in the right direction you might take the trail down the wrong path and you will regret it " wincing slightly Conan scrubbed his face with his hands " that's w

" Don't move " said Jacob from behind , if  there wasn't an angry highly Likely poisonous snake in front of me , I would have definitely responded with a snappish retort something like ' yeah , Like I can -' you know what forget it , because I was so petrified that I could no longer think straight .  I had seen snakes before but we had a rather thick glass acting as a barrier before , never have I seen a snake up so closely . And the fact that I was down right scared of slimy , ugly reptiles like the one in front of me - my legs have turned jelly , I couldn't move even if I wanted to run shrieking my head off .  " stop clutching on the door so tightly Bella , I can't pry your fingers off the latch " still whispering Jacob tried to remove my fingers from the door latch , on which I was clutching on with a death grip.  " I can't " I moaned , I didn't know how I even made a sound when my entire heart seemed to be lodged in my throat . 

" What happened to your car ?" Asked Chris as I  entered the living room and walked around the sofa to get to the kitchen for a nice , warm drink . Honestly , I didn't want to tell him what happened but seeing that I no longer have a car right now and my plea to hitch a ride with Selina was unanswered because her cell phone was switched off , I could only turn to Chris for a ride to school tomorrow morning . And my brother was just as nosy as he was gorgeous , so - I was kind off certain that Chris won't agree to let me share a ride with him until I come clean .  Heading to the kitchen, I brewed myself a hot cup of cocoa, and took a sip . Only with that one scalding hot sip , did my insides unfroze and a warmth spread around my frozen limbs that were still working a little jerkily , because of the scare that they received today . Taking another sip of my hot cocoa , I strolled back to the living room where Chris was still watchi