“Hey, Welcome back!” I said when I opened the door. Matthew is with Zeus. “Thank you! You are really the best!” Matthew said and he hugged me. They entered and I led then to the kitchen where the food I cook is. “I know you are hungry so you should eat first” I suggested. I am excited to what is their reaction. Matthew’s mouth is watering (just kidding lol) when he saw the different food lying in the table. The plate are also in their right places so it is totally done. “You cook it all?” Matthew asked.  Then he sat in the chair. Zeus followed him and he sat beside him while me are just sitting waiting for their reaction. “Yes, please eat” I said. Crab is not the only food I cook. I also cook sinigang, a Filipino dish. I just add a little surprise at the sinigang, heheh. They place the rice on the plate and start eating. “Wow! You’ve improve! Thank you so much for the wonderful meal Jess!” Matthew

The night was long and I don’t want Jesse to get home already but he has to sleep because I know we are both tired from our work or maybe I can ask him to sleep here instead. Well I should try maybe he will agree. After washing the dishes I found Jesse sitting in the sofa with closed eyes. I know he is tired but I want to ask him still. “Hey, Jesse I have a question” I said then he opened his eyes and he looked at me with questioning looks. “Well, instead of going back to your own apartment, do you like to sleep here?” I ask. I want him to sleep here but the decision is still on him. He looked at me with flustered look and he is shock. Why? I just ask him to sleep here. I want to wake up and the first thing I will see in the morning is his face. “Uhm, I uh. I want to accept it but I still have a lot of things to do and I don’t want to bother you so, maybe the other time?” He said still with flustered expression. I am a little sad but o

This kid is really something. After we had a conversation the other day he is always looking at me. I don’t know but I am not getting pissed off, maybe because he is really kind that’s why I am not asking him to look away from me. We are here at the new site of the photoshoot because we asked to have a pictorial. After all, the concept of the shoot is about brothers. “Okay! We will start in 3 minutes!” the photographer shouted. I feel that there is no looking at me anymore so I turn to look at his side and I saw only his makeup artist. So it means that he is already in the dressing room to change clothes of course. “Done,” Miss Lyian said. She is the one who’s doing my makeup and actually she is my personal makeup artist. I want only her to do my makeup because she’s not only an ordinary makeup artist but she is internationally well-known for this kind of work which means that she is a professional. We’re so close with each other, the reason w

I woke up  7 in the morning and I can’t really forget my dream. Really? What on earth is happening with my brain? All I think is Ashton and even in my dream he is still appearing. We’re even doing that. Uhmm uh, you know the lover’s activities but WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO IS BEING PENETRATED. It’s not that I am being a virgin human and I don’t even feel disgusted about that dream. I just wondering why Ashton and when did I have to start being weird with him. Too much question. I can’t think straight anymore. I was about to go back sleeping when I heard my phone beep. Even I feel too lazy get up, I still reached my phone above the table and look who the hell texted me early in the morning. “Arrgg” I groan. Dice magazine texted me to be their model. Well since I don’t have any project this month then I’ll accept their offer. I replied that I am accepted their offer and they sent me the schedule. My schedule is 10 in the morni

I heard the alarm and I reached on the top of my bedside table to turn it off. The alarms goes off and luckily this person beside me didn’t wake up. I smiled looking at the sleeping face of this person. I really love how every morning was like now. I am not waking up alone and that is because Chryss decided to move in with me. I know that this plan was a bit dangerous but we’re being careful about it. If the media will know about this we’ll probably not be able to answer why we start living together, because all they know is that we only met during our drama together. They will definitely be curious about our life. I stand up in my bed and I head straight to the CR to wash my face. I remember Jesse didn’t call since we got here. I know he is too busy but you know guys, I can feel a different aura around him since I last met him. I don’t think that I may be just hallucinating but I guess that Jesse and Oliver are an item now. Remember w