I was just stunned by the book I was holding. I’m here in the garden reading, but I can barely read because I can’t get focus. I always think of Logan. Even though he just left, I miss him. I put down the book and let myself linger in the garden for a few minutes. I let out a deep sigh when I thought of him again. "It seems like you have a big problem" I looked at the man approaching me. It was obvious to him that he had just woken up because his hair was still messy and he was still yawning as he approached me. If I hadn't just gotten up early, maybe this time I would have woken up too. I woke up early today to cook for Logan. I want him to eat at home before leaving. I also did that to be with him even for a while. Ugh! Vianne why are you over reacting? Logan will be back here for a while! But even if he was only out for a while, I feel like it's been a long time for me. I miss him. I didn't

I had just finished showering when mommy calls. "Yes, mom?"  I answered her call. "Sweetie, Logan needs you to measure what you're going to wear for your wedding" mom said. My heart beats faster because of what mom said. Weeks from now, Logan and I are married, time flies really fast! "Logan isn't here, mom. The hospital is busy right now so, he needs to be there" I said. "Oh! I see. Call Logan and tell him about it" "Okay, mom, I'll tell him" I replied to mom. "Oh, sweetie. You're going to get married, I will miss my baby" mom said sadly. "Mom, I'm still your baby even though I'm married, and you can borrow me anytime" I said laughing. "Hmm, okay, I'll borrow you, but if you give me a grandchild then, I won't borrow you" my mom giggled. "Mom! Stop talking about grandchildren, please?"  My mom laughed from the other line. "Why? It's

"Bye, Vianne. Please be early in Thursday, okay. It's our first trip" Cleah said, then wave her hands at me . She's inside of their car together with our other friends who's now also waving their hands at me. Their cheeks are red, obviously they are already drunk. "Vianne, you are really beautiful. No wonder many guys fallen for you!" Ash said. He was going to step out of the car but Cleah immediately stop him and make himself back to where he sit earlier."Y-Yeah, that guy is also drooling to you!" Maine said laughing and also my friends laughing to what she said.Everyone know who's the guy she's talking about and I couldn't paint my face at what she said. I hate that guy! "Shut up! Go home, druk fools!" I shout to them but they just laugh."Okay, Ms. Tipsy" Leisha said and everyone's laughing again. I close my eyes 'cause I can feel my vision starts to spin. "Vianne, are you sure you're okay here?" Cleah ask while our friends are still busy laughing."Yeah. I'm not drunk. I can

I can feel the wind blows and it immediately embraces my skin. I look at the view in front of me. The sunrise never fails to make me calm. Since then, it has always been my ally. Comforting me before my day starts, telling me by its beauty that everything's gonna be alright.I feel a cloth that place in my shoulder. I look up to the person who put a coat on me, It's Brick."It's so early, Vianne. Why are you out here? It's still cold" Brick said and looked me in the eye. He sat next to me so I looked back at the orange sky. I smiled when I saw the sparkling sea because of the sunrise."I just want to look at the sun's beauty, to see something beautiful in the beginning of the day" I said without looking at him.How I wish the day starts always good and ends always in good but weather cannot be consistent, there are days start with sunrise, there are also days start with rain and so as life cannot be consistent as well."You know, it's not just sunrise is the only beautiful thing you c