Mehr reluctantly went back home with Afnaan to drop her. She wanted to stay in the comfort of her sister and best friend's arms but she knew she has to cook something for her husband and mist of all, she didn't ask him so that's a No. She doesn't want her Lord to be angry at her. She sluggishly pushed the front door open only to find the lights off that means nobody was home and she was alone. She hates it when she comes back home and find it empty, she feel creeps.  She kept her bag on the couch and went to cook something real fast before they get back. She also keeps one plate on the table but wake up to see two close to each other and chairs joined, she'd feel the lump but she'll still wash it before leaving, she's not dirty after all. And the pregnancy,

The doctor said one person can go in to the room and see her and the whole family agree that Mashkur should go in. She still isn't conscious and there is a slight possibility that she's slipped into coma but that was slight.They didn't come back from his house but they waited. When they came back, he went to give the doctor the cup she drank an apple juice in earlier to examine it before he walked to the room she was moved to. He walked in to find different tubs stuck in her hand and a heart monitor by the side.He walked into the room and finally cried his eyes out. He cried that he wanst there when she found out about the baby but still isn't sure if she herself knew about it. The possibility of eighty percent of her knowing made his heart break even more. Why did she hide such a big issue? What did he do that she's mad at him?He wants to shout and let everything out but he couldn't. He kept quite and let the silent tears roll down his cheeks in an unexplain

Two months later, Mehr was coming out of her last class of the day which was biology. She was so tired and sleepy that she didn't even know what was happening around her. She called Mashkur to come and pick her up since she couldn't even drive herself from her home, the driver brought her. She just wants to laze around.Shortly, Mashkur came and packed the car then walked out, getting the -student around there- attention. He always gets that attention and mostly from females which Mehr hated with great passion.She immediately walk up to him so that they could immediately leave and the girls should stop looking at her husband. Upon reaching him, he wrapped his arms around her waist, giving her a quick kiss on the cheek before opening the door for her."Thanks,"  she grinned at him and he quickly give her a quick peck, making sure no one saw them."Mashkur!" She scolded, turning crimson.

Mehr feel like she was floating. All her problems are solved and she was so happy and thankful to Allah. Everything is now falling into place and now, she just couldn't hold it but walk into the kitchen to bake whatever it is that'll come to her mind.She decide to bake some cookies as she was craving it. Okay, she really is craving a lot of things these days. Mashkur is up in his room getting ready for work. Having no lectures for today, public holiday, Mehr decide to laze around with her girlfriends -Afnaan, Ferozah, Makiyyah and Yamina. The rest of them are all in another school and they're not back so they'll have to enjoy their nights alone and she really miss them terribly. They always chat and call each other frequently and they even wanted to come when she had her miscarriage but she stopped them."Hey baby, what are you thinking of?" He kissed her cheek before wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her closer to him."Nothing. But

Mehr was looking at herself on the full length mirror in the bathroom, seeing how she filled up everywhere. Her pregnancy makes her sleepy, tired, slothful, and craving her husband's attention so much. And now, her chest is fuller, her behind, her hips widened.Just seven months pregnant but she's huge. She thank God that her face was still as it is, no huge nose or puffy cheeks. But that didn't stop from feeling the insecure crawling every time she's with her husband." Don't! You look so sexy! I just can't take my eyes and hands off of you," he slowly walked to her from behind, at first she was startled as she didn't know when he came in.Sometimes, she'd feel like he is saying those things to make her feel better but the way his eyes talk for themselves as they stare at her with pure hunger, she knew she'll have to throw that insecurity out the window.He snaked her arms around her bare stomach and rest