Chapter 41: Hallucination Jiwoon went back to their designated tent, scooting himself inside and waiting patiently for his roommate. He fix his blankets and pillows then he also did Yenn’s bed so when he went in he just had to lie down. He lay himself down to his own space and leaned his head to a soft pillow since the tent was a medium size, they fit perfectly enough for two persons. He looked at Yenn’s supposed-to-be space and noticed a bunch of pillows and a squishy palm-sized stuff toy? He reached out and grab the purple octopus-like ball and gently squeeze it. A stress relief toy… he must be too stressed since they’ve start being together. Is that the reason why he always reached out to his pocket when he was fuming mad? He chuckled, that’s cute, he’s been holding it in with this huh. So that’s why. He squeezed the toy tight, clenching and opening his fists repeatedly as he heard a squeaky sound. He grinned, enjoying himself with the squeezy toy

Chapter 43: Back to The House Jiwoon woke up with a bit of drowsiness, this must be the longest sleep that he had in his entire stay in the island. He glanced at his side seeing the blankets and pillows already fixed on the corner. He also folded his own and put them aside on the corner before he finally went out of the tent. Everyone was already awake and busying themselves on lighting a fire, chopping vegetables and chattering about stuffs. He glanced around and didn’t saw Yenn amongst the crowd. 'Where is he?’ he furrowed his brows and glanced over everyone again but he’s really not there. It’s still early, where did he go? He didn’t went missing right? He shook his head since that may not be the case and he just went out for a bit so—he scanned the place again and saw Byul. He approached Byul who’s loitering around the corner of their camp and speaking to someone in the bush. It might be Yenn… “Byu—”   He paused heari

Chapter 45: It Would be Nice If Things Become Like That Since the plan was to make Yenn get exposed to that kind of thing Jiwoon painstakingly think of many methods in his head and asked Byul for advices secretly. After some time, he recorded everything in his notebook and told Yenn about this and that. Although he didn’t know that his efforts were all for nothing because Yenn was totally fine. Even so, he still go along with his whims and let himself get dragged to this so-called 'Frigidity Therapy' Both of them tried many different things like bathing together often, increasing their skinship with each other for example they would leaned next to each other when they’re playing games on the terrace and even lying down to each other’s lap. They’re basically parading PDA around the house without even caring for everyone’s contemptuous stares and dumbfounded looks. Jiwoon insisted to do things this way. He just agreed although he was pu

Chapter 47 : Time To Stop This “Hey, why didn’t you wake me up?” Yenn leaned on the bathroom door and stared at Jiwoon who’s currently wrapping his waist in a towel. Jiwoon gave him a dumb look then look away. “You already did so what’s the point?” “You’re supposed to do that thing!” “Oh come on! Stop being childish Yenn! Enough of this, okay?! I’m not your nanny or something.” “You’re the one who said—" “Enough! Damn it.” Jiwoon screamed at him and then he unceremoniously went pass him, not caring whether he bumped into him or not. He just walked away. Why is he so mad?! It was a first that he heard him yelled so loud like that. Did he get tired of him already? Is he acting cold because of something he did? But they both get along since yesterday. He didn’t see any problem. Or is there? No. He must be in a bad mood or he’s just trying not to spoil him too much. Yeah that must be it.

Chapter 49 It’s About Yenn. Isn’t It?There are times when you need to let things go and there’s also that moment you have to realize how to give up so when that happens you just had to end it. Sometimes it’s not the best choice but it is the only way to break the pain.Jiwoon made that choice even if he already knew how painful it would be. He need to stop.He don’t want to get hurt.He is selfish.But he knew it himself that there’s nothing wrong about letting someone go. He never felt something so painful like this before but he really had to let go.He need to move on with his feelings.He had to forget everything and not think about it anymore.No more sweet kisses.No more warm cuddles.No more heart fluttering whispers. And no more Yenn. He buried his head in his palms, holding his tears back and gritting his teeth in frustration