As the number of days grew so did my closeness to Deimos. I have slowly begun to come out of my shell and see the world and also have been bringing his walls down. Deimos and I have grown so close. The 'close' I once deemed as impossible when I had arrived but life always surprises you. The sun rays flowing through the windows softly touches the lanes of his body as I smile to my thoughts. Hesitantly I snuggle closer to his warmth. My head lays on his left hand while his right hand is placed over his eyes. His chest rises and falls softly, his breath beautiful like a rhythm. I flinch when he moves his position moving his body facing me, giving me a clear view of him. My itching fingertips move slowly towards his face trying to feel him. I slowly trace his thick eyebrows and down the length of his sharp nose. As my fingers move towards

When a flower blooms the unmerciful cannot stand still and treasure it. It drives them insane to see the flower sprout and grow with warmth and beauty so they crush it. They stomp their feet upon the flower killing it and its seed. Just like Deimos who crushed my heart. He not only crushed my heart but the seed that bloomed with hope and dreams along with it. As the raindrops fall upon the car window so does my tears upon my cheek. Ragon drives me to Cronus's pack as a storm begins its wrath. It's funny how the weather describes perfectly what is happening within me. There's a storm in my heart and when I think of Deimos it thunders and strikes bringing forth pain. Ragon refuses to glance nor speak to me. He is filled with guilt. The guilt of knowing. I do not blame him, his loyalty is to his Alpha. Yet I do not tell him this. The rid

Lately, I've been feeling something so often. It's a warm feeling that strikes right at my heart and flows through every part of me. It's so overwhelming that sometimes it brings tears to my eyes. It doesn't come and go like with Deimos. It stays and continues to daylight. I don't know how long it has been since I have left Deimos's pack. I haven't been counting nor worrying about it. How could I when Cronus never lets me? Every time he senses a change in my expression or my emotions he directly kills it with his jokes or with something surprising. He is every female's dream in terms of a mate. His female will be very lucky to have him. I have learnt a lot about Cronus's pack as well. They resemble their Alpha. They welcomed me with open arms not judging me by neither my past nor present. The entire pack the males, females and the pup

Have you ever felt the battle of mind and heart? While your mind strikes the arrows your heart shields itself and fights back with its own set of arrows. It's a painful dance. Your fight within yourself. Everything around me is a complete blur, my ears tune out the excited voices and my eyes focus on the male in front of me. All I can see, all I can feel is him. He stands tall, eyes focused on mine not making a move. I watch him showing nothing on my face but inside me, I burn with need. I longed for him and my wish has been granted yet my pain doesn't seem to subside. I feel like I am caged without a choice. My heart is happy that he is here yet my mind reminds me of his actions. How do I win this? Deimos takes a step forward breaking me from my trance and I immediately take a step

Lies. How do you believe in a person who spouted lies? Who betrayed you? How do you trust them again? How do you turn your accusations back into innocence? The answer is you don't do anything, they earn it. If they wish for your forgiveness and trust it's their duty to do everything in their power to earn it. As daylight streams through the windows, my eyes flutter open. Stretching my limbs my mind takes me to Deimos's confession last night yet no smile comes to my face. I do not wish to be either fazed or swayed by his words again. But my heart is not weary nor painful anymore. He calmed my storm. Glancing out the window my eyes widen when they crash with Deimos. The sun embraces his body as beads of sweat slide down his sculpted chest. His arms pulled behind his head bulge to his stretches while he circles his head softly. As his ey