“Whenever you’re ready, can we surrender?” —Natalie Taylor.Chapter Theme Song: ‘Surrender’ by Natalie Taylor.••Harmony“Harmony.”“Harmony.”A gentle shake of my arm tugs me from the deep slumber I had sunken into. I open heavy eyes, glancing around in disorientation until my gaze lands on Blaze, who is silently staring at me from behind the wheels. I pull my focus from him and look around the dark and empty vicinity, realizing that we are back at Homewood and I had fallen asleep in his car.“We are here,” he announces the obvious.I am still feeling a bit tipsy, but I am more clear-headed than how I was earlier at the party. Getting a little rest sure helps a lot when you’re wasted. My muscles feel as if they had fallen asleep as

"Feeling used, but I'm still missing you and I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss against my lips and now all this time is passing by, but I still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you, realize how much I need you." —Gnash & Olivia O'Brien.Chapter Theme Song: 'I Hate You, I Love You' by Gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien.••HarmonyI have no right to be mad at Blaze, right?Everyone warned me, including himself. He did say that he may emotionally destroy me. But it still hurts because, in my head, I was secretly hoping that he felt the same. It hurts to be viewed as easy to someone, and it hurts even more when you give them the impression that you are.I spent longer in the shower this morning so I can get all the tears out before heading to class. My eyes are red with bags underneath them, and though I am not a mak

"I've watched those eyes light up with a smile, river in the not good times. Oh, you taught me all that I know. I've seen your soul grow just like a rose made it through all of those thorns, girl into the woman I know. And it's killing me to say I'm fine, when I really mean to say that you're my all and more and all I know you taught me." —Lauv.Chapter Theme Song: 'Breathe' by Lauv.A/N: The song above is one of my favorite songs :)°°~Previously on Rescue My Drowning Heart.Harmony wakes up with swollen eyelids after crying all night about what happened with Blaze. She is pulled to the cafeteria by Kite where Blaze flirts with a girl. Harmony gets jealous and emotional and storms out of the cafeteria crying.Find Out More Below!••HarmonyRegret.Embarrassment.Disapp

"Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid."Chapter Theme Song: 'Because of You' by Kelly Clarkson.••HarmonyToday is Friday, and we don't have classes. So, I decided to head to my hometown for the weekends. I think seeing my mom and my little brother and catching up with Collum would make me feel better. I hope they won't catch on to the dark circles beneath my eyes and my swollen eyelids. I tried to cover them up with makeup the best that I could.April wishes me a safe journey as I leave the dorm room, and I stand at the entrance to the school's campus, waiting to see my Mother's blue Honda pull up to the curb. The morning is extremely chilly, and the frosty wind blows my curls around the frame of my face as I try to get myself warm under my sweater.Distant chattering leads me to pull my g

"You've built your wall so high that no one could climb it but I'm gonna try."Chapter Theme Song: 'Beneath Your Beautiful' by Labrinth ft. Emeli Sande.••HarmonyThe car ride to Homewood is extremely quiet as I sit in the backseat. Blaze has his head perched against his headrest at the front while his dad is tapping his fingers against the steering wheel. That is probably his way of dealing with uncomfortable tensions. A few times, Blaze's eyes and mine would connect from his side mirror, and I would look away awkwardly, butterflies instantly circulating in my abdomen."So Harmony, right?"I meet Mr. Blake's gaze through his top mirror. "Yes, sir. Harmony is correct.""Is your major at Homewood Business like my son?"Blaze's major is Business? It's so sad to admit that I don't even know that much."Um no, my major