SAWYER'S POVAfter hearing that she was still a virgin, well I didn't think I would be able to get much happier until I heard the words that she was also not pregnant. The huge relief washed through me. I looked at Lexi and could tell that she was also happy about this information. Most wolves stay a virgin until they find their mate, so that there is no jealousy and no fighting with other pack members when finding out who they had been with, also the thought of being with someone other than your mate doesn't appeal to most wolves.We still had a lot to talk about regarding this situation, but I knew she had already told me enough for now and that she would need some more time and be more ready to tell me anything else and for now this was enough. Walking back to the pack house with her I didn't want to disturb her I could see that she was taking all her surroundings in and that was including all the different sounds because whenever a new sound was made h

LEXI'S POVIn my bedroom alone once more, it felt a lot bigger this time, more lonely. After spending the day with Sawyer I wanted him with me even more than before. Hearing what Grandma Rose had to say did clear a lot of the things I was worried about Sawyer. He seems to be so sweet and kind but yet has the reputation of someone mean and cruel. It always baffles me how rumours can turn things completely upside down to the truth.Grandma Rose was lovely and I couldn't wait to go see her again. She was honest but not in a mean way but she made it funny somehow. Seeing someone of her age walk out of the door with bright pink hair like that shocked me. After you talk to her and get to know her a little you can tell the hair soots her personality down to a tee.Walking around the pack lands all day I felt some of my fear drain away. I was scared that everyone would look at me like dirt under their shoe and would 'accidently' bump into me and hurt me, bu

Now more than ever I wish that I wasn't the Alpha and that this wasn't my choice and my responsibility. I hated having to be the one to make the decisions when it causes or may cause harm to any of the members of my pack. How do you make the right decision? I couldn't let them three members of my pack be hurt especially when one of them is the beta and my best friend, but was it right for me to put so many of my pack in danger to get them back? Hald the decision was taken out of my hands anyway. None of my warriors would ever choose to leave anyone in enemy hands if they could do something about it to get them back. After leaving Lexi, I meet all my warriors out the front of the pack house. "Thank you for all coming and on time. Now the plan, well it's not so much a plan but a wing it in the moment, which as you know is one of strengths. We couldn't plan much as we don't know actual numbers and if there still there. We will go in a

LEXI'S POVKnowing that Sawyer was leaving the pack lands and that he was going to be putting himself in danger made me torn with different emotions, I was scared as I didn't want anything to happen to him. Annoyed that he would put himself in danger especially when he was the Alpha and what would happen to his pack if something happened, then I was worried that if something did happen what would happen to me? I was trying not to worry about all this though, I had heard how great a fighter he was and how good this pack was at fighting from Grandma Rose. I had to believe that he was going to be OK.Chloe turns up not long after Sawyer leaves. "Are you up for some company?" She asks"I don't know what kind of company I will be but yes please." "You have nothing to worry about, they will protect their Alpha at all costs." I could tell for the next few hours that Chloe was trying to keep my mind of it and to not be

We pull away from each other. Sawyer doesn't look to happy about being stopped. The doctor with a little smile on his face says."Sorry for the interuption Alpha but I thought you would like me to inform you of the progress of Jack." He sits up straighter. "Yes, yes of course." "Well the damage was bad, between all the cuts and the broken bones they will all heal. However they removed a couple of his fingers from his left hand and there is nothing I can do there." I could feel Sawyer tighten up at those words. He was angry now. The doctor carried on. "Now he wouldn't have been in such a state but some of the cuts that were given to him, well they were done using silver." Sawyer gasped at that and if he was angry before it was nothing like what he was now. "How dare they." He goes to stand up but I am in the way and I slightly fall off the bed. He grabs hold of me before I hit the ground and pulls me back up to t