“Oh god” I moan as he savor every inch of my neck. He started undressing himself by not cutting our kisses. The way he kisses me sends me so much love. And I’m getting really drown to it. I pull his nape harder to deepen the kiss and he explore his tongue inside my mouth. “Agh” he groaned when he didn’t easily remove my top because it has a zipper behind so I didn’t help him on my own and I completely undressed myself in front of him. He didn’t bother staring at my body, he just quickly suck my mound and play with the other one. That makes me feel crazy I don't know where to put my face because he makes my whole system happy. As he stopped, I saw that his eyes were full of lust. One of his hands was painted in the middle of my jeans. With just a blink he already take it off in me and this time his staring in my bare skin with my under war. I don’t know what to feel, I’m only wearing panties in front of him. I go

Aiden’s Point of view"Hey stop it already!" I looked at Tagan as he struck my hands, when I was about to reach the glass of liquor.Even though my vision was fading I still tried to drink more. I want to get too drunk now to get rid of this pain in my chest. I fucking want to out! This pain kills me.Cali’s face pop up again in my mind; how her tears flow from her eyes that moment make me turn into pieces.   I just make her cry because I’m a big trash and useless.I could do nothing but hurt other people. It hurts the heart of so many women and right now I also hurt the person that I want to cherish for my whole life.“Give me that” Tove get the glass that I suppose to reach and moves it away from me."That's right Ai you drank too much" he said. Tagan pushed me so I just leaned on the couch.I rested my head on

Cali’s Point of View It's been one week since that day happen and my dad really did what he said, my brother never leave my side he is always with me wherever I go. I never got the chance to be alone. Even with Karyn, my older brother always followed me. Also when he goes, he always takes me with him. And one week has passed since Cntrl S disbanded. We will never see them play again, their fans are also silent and I haven't heard any news about them yet. I barely see Tagan and Tove in the campus but I never see Aiden. One week I keep crying every time I remember him, he's always in my dreams, he never stops running on my mind I miss him so much I want to hug him so tight but I can't. I'm always thinking if his ok, he can eat, does he miss me like I miss him? Maybe not because he already said that he doesn't want me anymore. "Cali, your brother’s outside, " I came back to my senses when Karyn tapped my shoulder and point

 "Rage ?!" I said.He smiled at me and stares at me with his strange gaze. So we straightened me out because of that."Where's my brother?" I ask."Ah just come out for a moment" he answered and walked near me, he reached for my hand and pulled me to the dining area where there was food ready."Let's eat I cooked that" he made me sit here and prepared food.I'm confused by what he's doing because the food arrangement here looks like a decent date. Even him his wearing a formal wears.“Is older brother still alive? Why is he sending me here? ”I ask. "AH it's oh shrimp fillet it's delicious" his avoiding my question!So I stood up and left the asana but he grabbed my wrist and let me sit again. "Eat first, your older brother will also come back, just wait" he imposed and sat in front of me."I cooked it all" he stated. I just stare at the food he serve me so he awkwardly smile at me."Don't you wan

"I already fix everything that man can no longer approach you and I will continue to search for him. He'll be in jail if he lets me see him again!" Dad firmly said while seating in his office here in our house.It’s been five days after that nightmare happen and I’m still trying to be strong and face it. I know that I will never be able to go back to normal so I will just accept it and face life with courage.I have my brother and father whose at my side so I know I can do this.My dad tried his best so that no one would know what happened and so did my older brother. No one knows what happen to me even Karsyn she don’t know about it.It's also ok that he doesn't know because I don't want him to worry about me. I know how important I’m for her and I know she will be hurt too if she finds out. I just want to forget about it and live a new life.It hurts but I have to get up I won’t be ruined by a mist