Lucy Two days have passed since Kayden left on patrol. Any news on how things were going where he went was tightly sealed. After what Ace pulled it has gotten hard to trust anyone in this pack. In these two days, I have gotten quite productive. Once again I joined the warriors and the training has been going fine I got to Meet beta Aiden’s mate. She was lovely to be around and also heavily pregnant. I couldn't help but admire what she shared with her mate I wanted that for myself too. I am in my usual garden even though it feels tainted after what I last witnessed. It's so quiet and serene. A fresh breeze keeps blowing my way till it blows someone's scent one that is all too familiar. I instantly stand up and turn around only to come face to chest with Kayden. I roll my eyes at his obvious tall height. He is a mountain. “ What are doing here?” I ask him. I am out of breath as my heart beats even faster from being this close to him. I crane my neck till I am looking i

Lucy I have been incognito for the past two days hiding away from Kayden. Honestly, I need some time and space to breathe. The best place I chose to hide is at Aiden’s house. At least he hasn't come here though Aiden has been telling me that he has been searching for me trying to find me, saying he has something important to tell me. What of how he can't give me what I want? No thank you. I have chosen to be selfish it's all or nothing no in-between. “ I will need to knock some sense into that wolf.” Aiden’s mate Mandy says to me. We have been cooked up in her bedroom doing manicures and it has been fun a little bit of girl time. “ You should, yeah what I did was wrong but he can't always hold me against it,” I tell her. “ So if the Alpha lost all he has and then back to his old position would you still stay with him?” This question is already beginning to frustrate me but this is Mandy she is sweet and welcoming. “ When you love someone, you stop caring much a

Lucy I can feel my heart pick up its pace when Aiden asks the question that I want an answer to. “ Lexi !” Kayden scoffs, “ you seriously believed that I even liked her?” He asks. His answers make my skin crawl. Why does have to beat around the bush? “ I don't know what to believe.” Aiden answers. This is why Aiden is one of the favorites in this pack. “ I used Lexi to get to Lucy. I was so angry with Lucy and Lexi was my rebound if I am being honest. She was using me as much as I was her. You both know she never loved me. All she wanted was to be with someone powerful. Raymond couldn't give her that cause of his mate Stacy and she found a way with him. I hoped to like her at least but that never happened. If anything all I ended up doing was falling for my real mate. She is a blabbermouth, yeah but she is my blabbermouth. She never keeps quiet and she always challenges me. She has always challenged me and I know she would easily call me off on my bullshit.” His

Kayden The car is quiet and we are back on the road after the little stop. It was more than just a little stop and I am still mind-blown. Lucy is fast asleep and I drive ahead. All I want is for us to reach the destination early. It will be kind of uncomfortable for her but it's needed. If I have to move forward with her then there are things about me she needs to know. The blaring sound of my phone destructs my busy mind. I peep at it and instantly groan. She is the last person I want to talk to right now. Not when my mate is comfortably sleeping in the car I all driving. Ignoring it, I speed up and approach the area in time. The light on the phone lights up once again before it begins to ring. This is getting out of hand. “ Make it stop!!” Lucy mumbles. Her eyes are still closed. She is can be cute sometimes. And I can't lie she surprised me today. I didn't even think I would stop the care but her temptations drove me wild and my resolve didn't take time to break. All

Lucy I sigh, “ where are we?” I finally ask. I have been wanting to ask this question since I woke up. Kayden possesses and gets off me completely. He seems too deep in thought for a moment and I wait for his answer. “ We are in my home.” He finally says. “ You mean your home, home.” I ask with emphasis so he knows exactly what I mean. “ Yea that's exactly what I mean. I have always lived here.” He says quietly. “ I heard that you once had a mate,” I ask him. It pains my heart knowing I ain't his first mate while I am his. “ Yeah,” His reply is short and hard. He maintains a straight face and it's hard to tell if he is comfortable with this conversation or not. “ I wanna know more.” I tell him. He sighs, his shoulders slumping. His eyebrows are furrowed and I can only guess what is going through his mind. “ I was mated some years before I met you. Actually I was a warrior a very strong warrior on the pack. And everything seemed to go okey my ex-ma