Why? Why is everyone blaming themselves when everything is my fault. It's as if everyone is taking the blame as if I was a child who had messed up countless times over and over again. It's not fair, there is no need for them to try and spare my feelings when I already know the truth. All of this is my fault, I'm the reason Michesl is angry. I'm the reason why his title was taken away. Getting lost in thought I realized that i never made it to Xavier's office, I ended up in the garden.I looked around the garden. It's always been beautiful, the cherry blossom trees, the flowers, the topiaries the giant fountain in the middle, the gazebo.... Micheal. Micheal... Xavier's older brother, the man I used to call Mikey... The boy who was obsessed with me when we were kids, however I never batted an eye at him.I shake my head, trying to get the thought of Micheal out of my head and I walk over the gazebo, which was painted white, inside it was a gray bench with two little pillows."Xavier is g