Chapter 20I don't know why I'm crying right now. He’s so annoying! I shouldn't be crying! What I'm crying for is not worth it so I shouldn't be crying like this! But why can't I stop myself from getting hurt?Why am I here now in the bathroom crying alone? I don't even understand myself anymore. It seems like just the other day I was crying because I wanted to leave this place and be with my Mommy but now, I'm crying because of something so useless.I turned on the faucet even louder so no one could hear me crying inside. It's just sad to think that now that I want to help, when now that I want to be a part of this place Damon will interfere.Why? Is it bad that I organize his brother's death anniversary? Or the girl he first loved? I chuckled to myself. Is that really what I'm crying about or something else? Am I crying because I have confirmed that until now there is a woman...that Damon loves?But I shouldn't care about that! But why am I hurting?! My only role here is to act as h

Chapter 22R18Sometimes I thought I knew Damon but sometimes I still don't really understand him. Just like today. It was as if he was very angry at what had just happened. It seems that just now he almost cursed me because I left without his permission.But now I can feel the softness and care in every caress of his palm on me. Every bit of my skin tingled at his touch. Every kiss of his lips in each corner of my body made me pant so much more. I don't even remember why we were fighting earlier. All I know now is that I am laying down on the bed panting under him. I was almost out of breath as his kisses descended further on my belly.The heat and need I feel are getting stronger. So, when he reached my center, I couldn't stop moaning loudly. I tugged at his hair when I felt his tongue playing there. Every flick of his tongue made my body arch in pure bliss and ecstasy.My breathing became heavy as I gradually felt my climax. Because of that, his tongue delved and moved even faster.

Chapter 24I told myself that everything is okay. It's natural that he still loves that girl even now, especially since they got separated tragically, but why can't I stop being hurt? Why when I heard him say that name in his sleep, I couldn't stop my heart from aching?It's dark around here in our room but I still can't sleep tonight so I got up and went out to the balcony to get some air. Damon is already asleep so maybe it's okay.It seems like just a month ago all I wanted was to escape this place. To get out of this strange place and be with my Mommy is what I want, but now I feel that my requests are exceeding.My outlook on life has also changed. Do I even want to leave? Didn't I say to myself that I would just get Damon's trust and then run away with Mommy? What's happening now? Why do I feel like I don't want to leave, and I want to have Damon's heart?I don't know what's going on. Maybe I'm going crazy. I stared at the dark sky. The stars were hidden behind dark clouds, so t

Chapter 26He was silent. I was nervous about his reaction. Does he think that I'm curious about him, that’s why I know everything about this? He must be wondering why I know about the girl he first loved.I avoided looking especially at him. "B-But...I don't care! I don't care if you love someone else! The important thing for me is...I am treated equally," I saved myself because I didn't want him to think that I was curious about him even though it was true."We have to rest now," he said coldly and turned around to leave first. I stared at his broad back as he walked away. In that case, he is still affected by that girl. Why so? That girl hasn't been in this world for a long time, but I can't stop being jealous of her.I followed Damon. We quietly entered our room. I saw him take off his royal cape and enter the bathroom. I just sighed and sat on the bed. I also took off my cloak and just lay on the bed. I turned my back on his place and just covered myself with a blanket.I should

Chapter 28"Why do I feel like something changed between you and the Alpha?" Anna asked as she helped me finish the speech, I'm going to present at the nearing event that will happen days from now. I couldn't stop my smile at what Anna said. But I kept quiet and continued to write to supplement my speech."I saw you smiling, Luna...this is what I expected," she teased. I removed my smile and narrowed my eyes at her."What do you mean by that?" I raised my eyebrows. Even though others see Anna as my handmaid, for me she's my best friend. I can only tell her all my complaints about Damon, and I feel like she knows me well even though we've only been together for a little while."You already fall for him, aren't you?" she smiled playfully. I blinked and just shook my head. This is one thing I don't want to let her know. I feel like it's just for Damon and me. Ever since we made up after our last fight, I feel better. Damon also treated me better.He's always the same as before but I feel