All Chapters of Not Just A Girl: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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Chapter 11
SARAH I feel so bad. I don't even know why my wolf would ever want to hurt Jayson. I don't remember much of the interaction. My wolf shut me out the minute she tore through. The only thing I remember is the tidal wave of anger that hit me just before. I've never in my life been that mad at anything. What's worse is, I've always had great control of my wolf, but yesterday I was useless against her. She wanted out and was going to tear me apart to get out. Jayson was surprisingly nonchalant about the whole thing. He never spoke of it and when I tried to bring it up, he'd distract me or change the subject. I just wish I could know what she wanted. The week went by pretty normal. I've been sparring with Deacon this week. I rush at him with the offensive moves we've been learning at a more advanced level. He swings at me and I juke right. I grab his wrist and twist it around. Then land a kick on his ass. Sending him flying to the ground. He groans, rolling to his back. "Ugh, you n
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Chapter 12
SARAH That kiss.... Totally not what I was expecting. I was all set for yelling, lectures, more punishment. But instead, I got a kiss that moved the freaking planet. It was a real, honest to goodness kiss. He felt so good. My insides were burning. I'm sure if Luke hadn't shown up, things would have got really hot. Last night, I barely slept. I kept running fingers over my lips. I could still feel him. Still feel his lips. I felt his hand slide on my back. Feel the squeeze on my ass. My fingers remember his stubble on his chiselled jaw. The feel of his hard chest in my hand. How my fingers felt running through his hair. Every nerve ending remembers every little detail of that kiss on the gym floor. Including the hardness in his pants. Even though I didn't sleep a wink, I'm on cloud freaking nine. Nothing is bringing me down today. Not even the punishment I'm sure to get in the next minute. I stand at Jayson's office door. I quietly knock. "It's open!" I hear being barked from in
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Chapter 13
JAYSON I don't know what I'm doing. I want Sarah, but I know it won't work. She's still a giant troublemaker and I can't have that kind of headache in my life. Not when I'm trying to just get through this camp to hopefully get the operation leader job I want. So, I cooled things off. I don't want a relationship, but when I saw her kissing Sean something inside me wanted to rip his damn head off. Now, I'm not sure if wanting Sarah at arm's length is what I want either. The next morning, I walk out to the field to join the Alphas. "Hey." I mumble. Cass folds his arms. "You supervising the suicide run tonight?" I shake my head. "Naw. You do it. I've got work to do." Luke side eyes me. "You mean you have a girl to avoid." I blow out a breath. "That too." Wren puts her hand on my shoulder. "You can't avoid her forever." "I know. But I can until I get over whatever this is." I rub my nape. "Jayson, you're lying to yourself man." Deacon says. "You're just scared she might actually
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Chapter 14
SARAH "There's my babies!" My mom. Clearly excited to see Shane and I. She smothers us with kisses and hugs. I run to my dad and jump into his arms. "Hi, honey!" His big arms hold me tight. "I missed you." I said burying my head in his neck. He pats my back. "I missed you too, baby girl." "How was the trip?" My mom asks, taking our backpacks. "It was good. Shane's still an idiot." I smirk. He pushes my arm. "At least I'm not a brat. I swear she holds the record for most disciplinary action ever giving to a recruit." "Shut up, Shane!" I punch his arm. "Sarah." My dad crosses his arms. "Shane's exaggerating. It's not like that." I chuckle nervously. My dad shakes his head. "Get in the car." When my parents' backs are turned, I shoot Shane a glare and punch him again for ratting me out. I step into the house and instantly hit with the smell of cookies. God, I miss this. I pull out my phone and shoot Sean a text saying I miss him and I made it safely. He says the same and he
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Chapter 15
JAYSON I'm woken from the deepest sleep I've had in years. Heavy pounding on my door brings me crashing into the land of the living. "Get up, Sleeping Beauty! You were supposed to be up an hour ago!" The voice yells as I come back to reality. The sun beaming through the windows of my room tells me it's well into morning. I roll over and growl. "Go away!" I throw the covers over my head. "No! Dad wants you! Get your ass out of bed, Alpha!" I groan as I sit up and plant my feet on the floor. I pick up my phone and look at the time. It's almost 10. I scrub my bed head. "Get up!" "Alright! Fuck!" I'm tired, but damn don't I feel good. Sex with Sarah has me feeling like a fucking teenager again. I may have wanted to sleep, mostly due to being woken at 2 am, but I'm actually feeling pretty rested. I walk into my bathroom and turn on the shower. I brush my teeth while I wait for the water to heat up. I'm already late for a meeting I was supposed to have with dad and his beta, but
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Chapter 16
SARAH "No!" He glares at me and turns into the common room heading for the dining hall. "Jayson, I can fight!" I follow him. I showed up at the pack house the next day, after the devastating news that a bunch of murderous rogues are coming to hunt us down. Our little town can't take it and I won't let them win. I was looking for the training sheet to sign up. "Forget it, Sarah! When this shit goes down, you're on the bus with the rest of them. That's final!" He yells with his back turned. He waits at the counter for food. Steaming at the fact that I'm fighting him on this. "I told you I was by your side and I'll be damned if you're going to stop me!" I point my finger at him. "I'm not running, Jayson!" He grabs his plate and leans in to my face. "Over my dead body. You join this fight; I'll kill you myself." He goes to the table and sits down. "Why? Why don't you want me to fight? You know I can. Hell, I can kick your ass." I slam myself in the seat across from him. He swallo
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Chapter 17
JAYSONAs much as I agree we need the help to win this battle, I can't help but feel like a dick asking these kids to fight for me.I called everyone into Black Lake. Away from the prying eyes of the unit.We met at the training center we set up for our own training.Almost all the kids came. About seventy.All the Alphas came as well. I lean to Dea. "Is this everyone?"He nods. "All that we could get a hold of. Wren's still trying."Kale stood beside me. "They'll all fight. Just need to tell them when."I swallow. "Ok."I look out at the innocent faces. I walk back and forth."I'm sorry I had to pull you all from your families. I'll keep this short then you can all return back to break."I walk studying the faces. "What I'm asking you is something I would never do unless I really needed your help. It's dangerous, but I trust your skills. I know your fighters. Damn good ones. I want you to know, that you are the best damn group of soldiers I've ever trained. I know I'm asking a lot. B
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Chapter 18
SARAHCan I start by saying.... Holy Hell!Like is this really happening?I'm not sure if what Jayson said to me in the barn was what he actually meant to say. It almost sounded like he was saying he was in love with me.I mean, I've thought about it. My crush turning into love is one of my biggest fantasies, but the reality is, for most girls, that doesn't happen. Especially, from the only guy you've ever slept with.I think he may have just been caught up in the moment. After the most mind blowing, hottest sex encounter ever, he probably didn't even know what he was saying.I meant it though. I know I've caught some major feelings for him. If things went south, I don't think I could even look at another guy the same way again.I'll keep it to myself though. If what Jayson said was some sort of slip up, I don't want to scare him off. I can wait for him to really feel something.Right now, we have bigger things to worry about. But it's nice to just live in bliss for a moment or two. J
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Chapter 19
JAYSON Sitting around this table is something I didn't think I'd actually enjoy. Living a life in the packhouse, we didn't have these close-knit dinners. They were always fancy, catered, spread out. Sitting in this intimate setting with Sarah's family, makes me realize that this is what we're fighting for. The love I feel from these people is worth me risking my own life over. "Mmph...this is so good, Marie." I say as I chew a mouthful of my third helping of her amazing roast. "You'll have to give the recipe to our kitchen. I don't think I can go long before I have this again." I swallow and cut another piece. "No way, Mister." Marie says. "It's a family secret. You want more, you knock on that door." I point my fork at her. "I'm going to hold you to that." Marie laughs as she drinks her wine. Shane swallows his mouthful. "So, when's the next weapons training. I never got to fire anything off the first time." My dad drops his fork. "Shane, must you talk about weapons at the di
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Chapter 20
SARAH Jayson's parents are wonderful. His brothers are nice once you get passed the flirting. Nate's my favorite. Maybe it's because we're closer in age. He treats me like a little sister and I love it. I always wanted a big brother. As it turns out, we're very similar people too. One thing we love is video games. Which is why Nate and me have been posted up in front of the 72-inch flat screen in the gaming room. On the floor, legs crossed like a couple of ten year olds. Kicking each other's asses in a marathon of games. Honestly, I haven't seen Jayson in hours. "Ugh....I'm going to kill you! That was my best weapon!" Nate grits, frantically pushing buttons. "Snooze you lose, buddy. It's what happens when you fight a champ." I giggle. Pushing my own buttons. He bites his lip. "Well, I'm playing hard ball, now. You're going down!" He pushes more buttons. "Big mistake!" I push a button and his character dies. "My inventory!" He yells. He whips his head to me. "One more!" "Sorry
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