KennedyRiven and I stare at each other for what feels like an age. My palms are clammy as I think the unthinkable; that I might have to watch my best friend become romantically involved with the girl I’m in love with.It’s not that I’d resent Riven being happy, or Anna either. Of course I wouldn’t.But fuck, the thought makes me feel sick as a dog.“If you want to be with her, I’ll back off,” Riven says. “You saw her first.”“How could I make a move now, knowing you want her too?”“I’d deal with it,” he says. “I’d have to deal with it.”“And I’d have to deal with it if it was you she wanted to be with. And it might be. She’s barely spoken a word to me in days.”“But she wanted you first. She almost certainly still does.”“She showed you her tits less than an hour ago. I’d say her interest in you is pretty current, Riven.”He shakes his head. “I can’t believe this is happening. Both of us going fucking crazy over an eighteen year old girl.”“She’s not like other girls,” I say and he l

AnnaI can’t believe those two assholes were in the pub having a drink without me. I can’t believe they manhandled me into the back of the car like I’m a naughty fucking kid.“Eddie Stevens is a stupid little shit,” Riven barks from the front. “And you’ll be staying away from him. He deals fucking coke.”“Oh, I will, will I?” I snap. “Says fucking who?”It’s Kennedy who turns to look at me through the gap in the seats. “Says fucking me, Anna. And Riven. We both fucking say it, so shut your fucking mouth and be thankful we were there before you ended up more shitfaced than you are already.”I stare in shock at the man who’s always been so kind to me, not recognising the angry guy who glares at me as I shut my mouth and settle down with a sneer.The tequila has gone to my head. I downed way too many before stumbling out into the cold to have a cigarette, courtesy of Eddie and his plan to get his dick inside me. Any more and I’d be on my ass right now, most likely with Eddie’s slimy tong

AnnaMy ass is burning and so is my face. I’m still floaty from the tequila, but I’m horny as hell and reeling and I really want this. I’ve never wanted anything so much as I want this.I can’t believe it as Kennedy takes a seat in the armchair and beckons me over with open arms.“Be a good girl now, Anna, and take your punishment.”I nod, because this is how it should be.This was always how it should be.All those sessions in Kennedy’s office, sitting across from him in that chair, thinking about how much I wanted him as he tried to help me any way he could.Any way but the way I really needed.He should have put me across his knees right then and there in his office. He should have made me take my punishment and shown me that bad behaviour has consequences other than getting thrown out of yet another home.I didn’t know it then, but this was always what I wanted.I take a breath as I shuffle my way across to him, loving the way my dropped jeans restrict my movement. Loving the way

KennedyI walk fast, head down and hands in my pockets, guilt rattling through me at the thought of how badly I’ve desecrated my professional judgement. This should never be. This thing with Anna was bad enough, this craziness with Riven involved is nothing short of criminal.But it’s not criminal.It violates the moral code of my career, but it’s not criminal. Not on paper.She’s of age and willing. Definitely willing.And we mean her no harm, Riven and I. Quite the opposite.But that matters not. I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of what nearly went down in there, and sicker still to know that my cock is still rock fucking hard, no matter how harshly I condemn myself.I could have fucked her then handed her over to Riven to do the same. We could’ve taken turns all night long. I could still be there now, buried deep inside the only girl who’s ever made me lose my fucking mind.Would I have still been hard as I watched him take her? Would I still have wanted her pretty little p

AnnaI can’t get settled in this squeaky bed. My belly is filled up with nerves, and I hate that. I hate the fear of losing people, so I’ve learned that the best way of going through life is not to get attached in the first place. It’s lonely but it’s safe. But this time is different. This time I’m already in deep.I pushed them and they didn’t walk away. I made them mad and they don’t hate me for it. At least I hope they don’t.Finding Kennedy was a lucky break I never thought I’d stumble into. Finding Riven too is more than I ever hoped for. Having both of them in my life is a crazy dream beyond anything I’ve ever dared dream before. Losing them? Well, that would be more than I could bear.I toss and turn until I’m sticky and uncomfortable, thinking about what happened, wondering what happens now.What if Kennedy doesn’t come back? What if he’s really had enough of me now?What if Riven is in the room next door regretting ever offering me a place to stay?I know my heart is playing