After awhile I was able to eat and somewhat sleep. Well besides the nightmares which are going away slowly. Ryan was back to being my loving boyfriend and I love being with him again. Mom is due any day Now and I worry for her cause she is carrying three babies instead of one. I lay on the bed in thought while Ryan absently rubbed my back. Jake was heading out soon but he knocked and stepped in with Jared and Matt. I sat up worried. "What's wrong? Is mom okay? ".I said getting scared. All three smiled as I looked up at them. I don't know why I still got nervous bit I hope soon it goes away. "Sarah we explained the whole mate thing to you well Ryan needs to mark you now. I know it's a lot but it needs to be done so everyone knows your mates. We need it done before we present you to the pack as mates",Jake said, kissing my head. I nodded but felt slightly scared as Ryan nodded. He wasn't the least bit nervous but he wasn't the one getting bit or marked whatever it was. They left for a

Four weeks later Ryan comes to my room and is excited as he rubs my back. He looked worried but excited so I laid my book down and focused on him. K love hearing him talk but more importantly I love when he touches me or eats me out. After he made me cum a good bit I wanted to suck his cock but he told me to wait. "Baby the alphas promoted me to warrior and I was told to talk with you before accepting my position. What are your thoughts Sarah? " I sighed and hugged him tight. "It's fine you have to do this and I am happy for you. Will you promise to not hurt or leave me unless you absolutely have to",I asked looking into his eyes. "I will never hurt or leave you Sarah. I love you so much baby and I swear I will always be yours. A warrior is responsible for the safety of the pack and training is very in-depth and long so I will be gone for three months to train. If you don't want that I can always say no but it is a great honor to get a position from the alphas like this but it is s

"ummm Abby you're killing him baby, Jake says chuckling, he can't breathe his face is red ''. Damn right its red my air is cut off. She let's go and I cough and gasp for air. Oh god. She is crying again and drags me back in for a hug while she rocks me. Matt by now is pissing himself laughing. I mean really get your mate man. I'm officially traumatized as she sits while rocking Mr jn her tight as hell grip. Fuck for a human she is fucking strong. She is seriously gonna suffocate me. Finally she is pried off and I edge away scared. Oh god no here she comes again. Hugging me again Jake gives up and Jared stands there amused. The ass. Matt the damn laughing hyena is still busting a gut leaning on the counter trying to hold himself up so he doesn't fall. The fucker. I just stood there and let her hug me. I try to comfort her as she sobs in my chest. I awkwardly pat her back as she sobs loud and nothing helps. "Alphas, I plead, she won't stop, what do I do? Please help me", I beg in a whi

Two months down and I still cry at night. I know they hear me but I can't help it. I miss Ryan a lot. I am also extremely tired but I still managed to graduate early and start college classes. I just threw myself into schooling to pass time and barely be alone. The less time I was alone the less time I had to miss Ryan and dwell on him being away. My grades were excellent so I took more classes to get my degree quicker. Once I'm done I can work or stay home. It is entirely up to me and Ryan. I help with my brothers and go to class. Throwing myself in into class I am happy to be busy plus the more I double up on the faster I get it done. I only have a month till Ryan comes home. The last week before Ryan comes home my sister is attacked by our father. He actually went for Rose because I was home more now since I finished high school. The warrior I was with took me home quick. I found out our father tried to take Rose. As soon as we walk in I run to Jake in tears and he gathers me close

The pack doctor came out with grim news. He needed all three alphas to give blood. Sarah needed it badly. Their blood had healing properties in it and also was able to turn a human into a werewolf. Sitting with us he went over her test results and the extent of her injuries. Sarah doesn't have long and the longer she stays unconscious the worse her prognosis is. Tears filled my eyes as I turned to my alphas begging for this bit I knew they would do because Jake was already following his brothers. "we need to decide now alphas cause her vitals are getting worse. She is having trouble breathing on her own and I fear she may never wake up ", the doctor urged frantically. I growl loud as tears spill down my face. I can't lose my mate. If she does that will kill me. I will kill myself I refuse to live without her. "Let's do it",Jake said standing up. He removed Abby from his body and pushed her into my arms. She cries in my chest as they headed off to give their blood to save my mate. I