Nathaniel POV.The guilt was killing me, she's afraid of me, every time I get too close she'd scream and yell. Arlo told me he tried to speak to her but she ran away, Tristan refuses to even open the subject with her, saying she's too fragile. If I keep failing her, Tristan would have to become her daddy, he'd do a better job than I ever did. The pain from losing my mate was still there, lingering in the back, the thing that hurt me the most was Eden rejecting me, an Oméga rejecting her alpha, it was unheard off. I don't want anyone to feel the pain that I'm feeling, it's crushing my soul, crushing my heart, making breathing hard. Not wanting to seem weak anymore, I tried to swallow my pain, I'd hide my tears away. My wolf would howl sometimes, letting off some of our emotions out, sometimes others would join me howling, other's it's just me and the moon. Eden wasn't shifting, dad told me how worried he is about it, but if she doesn't wanna shift that's okay, she need some time to