All Chapters of Loving Jane: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40
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31 #I was just like you.
Weeks have passed since then and there has been no hope of Brandon coming out of the coma. I don’t know what to do or expect at this point. With every passing day, my hope seems to shatter badly. Every day seems the same, I go to the hospital sitting beside Brandon, holding hands, in the hope of sensing some moments in his body, but every day there doesn’t seem to be any change in his condition. But I try my best to fight to not lose hope. I search for any signs of progress, clinging to the smallest glimmers of hope. Hope that everything will be alright. For once again Brandon will be with his kids with me. He will be normal. And I will keep fighting until the very end, for everyone that’s precious in my life. I remind myself of the beautiful memories we've shared together, the laughter and joy that filled our days. These memories fuel my determination to never give up on Brandon's recovery. I remember my conversation with Mrs. Samuel early today. Mrs. Samuel called me, holding a b
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32 #He is fine.
I took a deep breath before entering Brandon’s room.Every day, I come here, hoping for him to wake up and smile at him like he always used to, but nothing changes. He is still on his bed, lying lifeless. I shook my head. Plastering a smile on my face, I walk over to his bedside and gently hold his hand, hoping that somehow my presence can bring him comfort. Deep down, I know that even though he may not respond, my love and support are still reaching him in some way.“Look, Mrs. Samuel picked these flowers for you. See,” I brought flowers close to his face, hoping he would open his eyes. But his eyelids remained closed, unmoving. I sighed softly, placing the flowers in a vase on the bedside table, knowing that even if he couldn't physically see them, the gesture was a reminder of the beauty and love that still surrounded him.I shook my head, trying my best to smile, even though it hurt to see him like this. I reached out and gently held his hand, hoping that my touch would provide so
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33 #Marian is back
Rebirth, being born again. I don’t know how true this term itself is, but after experiencing a near-death moment, I can say that the word 'rebirth' does hold deep meaning for me. It was a life-altering event that made me realize the fragility of existence and the importance of cherishing every moment. The near-death experience served as a wake-up call, propelling me to embrace life with renewed vigor and gratitude.Before entering the operating room, there wasn’t much thought in my mind. I was simply going through the motions, unaware of the profound impact that awaited me. However, as I lay on the operating table, my perspective shifted drastically. The fear and uncertainty consumed me, forcing me to confront my mortality head-on.I didn’t even know if I would come out alive. At that moment alone, I lost all my remaining hope for life. I was helpless that I couldn’t do anything good for my family, leaving them all alone. But still, there was hope that nothing bad would happen, and no
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34 #Am I Jealous
I don’t know why, but I’m nervous today. My heart’s beating very fast with my palms sweating. I can feel a surge of adrenaline coursing through my veins, making it difficult to stay calm. It's as if there's an unexplainable sense of anticipation in the air, heightening my unease. Why, this is just Brandon. I have met him a million times, but I have never felt anything like I’m feeling now. As I try to gather my thoughts, I realize that this nervousness might stem from the fact that Brandon has been acting differently lately. His usual warm smile and friendly demeanor had been replaced with a distant and mysterious aura.No, it's just my imagination. I'm probably overthinking things. Maybe he's just going through a rough patch after the surgery.Standing in front of Brandon’s hospital room, I couldn’t even make myself open the door. The uncertainty of what I might find on the other side made my heart race even faster. Was it possible that something had changed between us? My hand tremb
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35 #Finally a Confession
That is why I changed the subject, “Coming in, I grabbed your discharge papers, let’s just pack up and leave. Everyone is waiting for you at home.”All this time, I tried to hide my face from Brandon. I know that if he sees me, he’ll know that I’m disturbed. Brandon grabbed, my hand turning my face towards him. “Jane,”I plastered a fake smile on my face, handing his clothes to him. “Here are your clothes. Go change before we leave,”“Jane, talk to me. I don’t like when you’re silent,”“Oh, you don’t like my silence now. What about when you never even bothered to say hi to me?” The words that were grounded in my heart for days finally came out. “You ignored me, Brandon. I was always there with you like you asked, but you never even bothered to say a word to me, you can talk to everyone even your ex who left you alone with Marline but you can’t talk to me,” Brandon went silent for a moment, his eyes scanning me silently. “Just because I didn’t share the same feeling as you, you forgot
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36 #A New Chapter
Life is not always what we want it to be; everyone who is born has to die once. This is the reality of anyone who is born; it can be me or, in my case, my whole family. Death is an inevitable part of the human experience, and it reminds us to cherish the time we have with our loved ones. While losing my entire family was difficult to bear, it also taught me the importance of appreciating the moments we share together. It made me realize that life is fragile and unpredictable, and we should make the most of every opportunity to create lasting memories with our loved ones.Sometimes we have to learn to let go and to look at what is close to us rather than what is gone. By focusing on the present and the people who are still with us, we can find solace and happiness in the relationships that remain. Embracing this perspective allows us to cultivate deeper connections and cherish the time we have with our loved ones even more.With Jared and all my family gone, I was as hopeless as one ca
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37 #Leaving Behind
"Mom, is it necessary to move places? I like it in here." Liam said it with a hint of sadness in his voice. He had grown attached to their current home, cherishing the memories they had created within its walls. I turn my eyes to him and see the longing in his gaze as he gazes at the familiar surroundings. "This place is good, and it will always remain in our hearts," I said as I reached out to hold his hand. "But sometimes change is necessary for growth and new experiences. Moving can be an opportunity for us to create new memories and discover new things together." "Who knows, you will start liking your new home even more than this one," I added with a reassuring smile. "We can make it our own and fill it with love, just like we did here." Liam nodded his head in agreement, his eyes reflecting a mix of uncertainty and hope. "Maybe, you're right. And can we come back here to visit our old home sometimes?" he asked, his voice filled with a hint of longing. "Of course," I replie
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38 #A Moment of Passion
"Jared." I smiled, holding a bouquet of flowers in my hands. "These are for you. I know that you don't like flowers, but I couldn't resist getting them for you because they reminded me of the vibrant colors that light up your personality. I hope they bring a touch of joy to your day." I said this while standing in front of his grave, feeling a bittersweet mix of sadness and nostalgia. It had been years since he passed away, but his memory still lived on in my heart. As I placed the flowers gently on his grave, I whispered, "I miss you every day, Jared. Your vibrant spirit will forever be cherished.""I hope you are happy wherever you are and that you know how much you mean to me." With a heavy heart, I took a moment to reflect on the impact Jared had on my life and how much I wished he was still here with me."Thank you for always being there for me and for loving me," I said softly, tears welling up in my eyes. "And provide me a gift like Liam in life." As I stood there, memories of
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39 #Overwhelming Sensations
"So where were we?" He smirked, his eyes twinkling mischievously, as he pushed the door open and guided me inside. As lips met once again, the worries and concerns of the outside world faded away, replaced by a shared sense of passion and love.At that moment, time seemed to stand still as our bodies pressed against each other, igniting a fiery desire that consumed us both. Lost in the intensity of our embrace, we surrendered ourselves to the intoxicating bliss of being completely present in each other's arms."Jane..." Brandon mumbled, breaking the kiss and staring at me with a mixture of adoration and longing in his eyes. "I never want this moment to end," he whispered, his voice filled with sincerity."Me too." I smiled, feeling the warmth of his words enveloping my heart.I leaned in closer, pressing my forehead against his, our breaths mingling in the space between us. "Let's make every second count," I whispered, sealing our promise with a gentle kiss. "Let's create memories of
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40 #Our New Home
The sun shines on my face as I bask in its warm rays, filling me with a sense of tranquility and joy. The gentle breeze caresses my skin, carrying with it the sweet scent of blooming flowers, creating a perfect moment of blissful serenity."It's beautiful," I said this as my eyes were staring out of the car window at the picturesque landscape passing by. The vibrant colors of nature blend harmoniously, painting a breathtaking scene that captivates my senses."You like it," Brandon asks with a smile, noticing my awe-struck expression.I nodded enthusiastically, unable to find words that could adequately describe the beauty before me. "Very."Brandon smiled before turning to the backseat of our car. "What about you guys? Do you like it?" He gestured towards our kids, who were also gazing in wonder at the scenery. Their eyes widened with excitement as they nodded in agreement, their silence speaking volumes about their admiration for the natural beauty surrounding us."I love it," Liam e
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