Alicia seems more nervous than when she initially knew the idea of what was gonna happen, when she got into Jason’s car and when she followed him to his place. She knew all that was gonna happen, so why was she still nervous?. They’ve done a couple bits, nasty bits yet the idea of the real thing happening scares her to death.She doesn’t want to admit it but her heart is pounding even while they’re kissing. Jason pulls back to look at her, he can see the fear in her eyes and he doesn’t want to ignore it.“Hey, are you sure you wanna do this?” He asks, his fingers drawing slow circles on her wrist. She swallows another lump in her throat and reaches for him to pull him down and they don’t do anything, just stare at each other.“I’ve been wanting this for so long and I-I know it’s gonna hurt but I’m ready, I want it, so fucking bad and I want you, Jason. Could you just shut up and give me what I want because I’m getting nervous and I don’t wanna be nervous right now.”Jason doesn’t say

Arthur's POV ~~~Two days later ~~~Dylan has been staring at his phone for 3 hours and to be honest, he doesn’t really understand the main reason he’s been doing that. He hasn’t spoken to Alicia and he’s worried but mostly hurt because he knows she’s with Jason. And how did he know? What’s his relationship with Jason?Although he did know Jason had always been Alicia’s number one pick, he expected her to give him a little attention as well but unfortunately, he got nothing. He wonders how they’re spending their time together and it makes him anxious.He gets off his bed and walks downstairs. His mum and little sister Lina were visiting and as much as he loved his family, he’d rather not have them on the day he was feeling sad about a girl who was with his…..“Look who decided to come downstairs… breakfast? I know you don’t want it but try it, and it’s not chocolate chip pancakes, I have other things I can cook.”Dylan smiled at his mum, walking up to her and clinging onto her like a k

Arthur's PovIt was school again and even if Alicia said she wasn’t the happiest person on earth about going to school, she’d be a liar. She hasn’t seen Jason since she left his house after their little rendezvous. They did it almost in every corner of the house but no matter what place they had done it, it still didn’t beat the first time which was on the couch, where she had him balls deep inside her and was taught how to move to the rhythm that was enjoyable to her. How to roll her hips to make herself feel good, how to bounce on the dick too apparently. Also having to listen to Jason dirty talk and moan only for her was literally the best thing ever. The things he said, the way he sounded, the way he moaned her name, the way he was desperate to make her feel so good that she’d never stop thinking about it and he did that so perfectly.Everything reminds her of him, everything reminds her of the sex and she just wants it over and over again until her legs tremble whenever she was w

Arthur’s POV Alicia wasn’t at peace for one second, she didn’t understand why but at least she knew she was uncomfortable or pissed seeing Jason so chatty and smiley with the transfer student Leah. What was even so funny and what the hell were they talking about for almost an hour. She hated her lunch all of a sudden, her pizza looked disgusting to her. She didn’t really like school food anyway which was why most times she, Anna and Andre usually ate outside of school but obviously her two best friends are still not ready to stop fighting with each other, she had to deal with shoving the disgusting pizza down her throat.“Andre, what are they talking about for fuck’s sake?” Alicia asked and both Anna and Andre turned to what she was staring at and Andre shrugged.“Apparently, they were course-mates in their university in Germany, some even said they used to fuck, people say stuff.”Alicia’s heart sank at obviously the part she didn’t wanna even fathom, they used to fuck? She took a d

Arthur’s POV Everyone is settled in the cinema and chit chatting since the movie is yet to start. Alicia is sitting beside Andre at the last seats since nobody really wanted to sit so far away from the screen so it was just two of them at the back while Anna sat with Frank who showed up all of a sudden. She’s sure they’d sneak out later to go do heaven knows what in Frank’s room.Alicia didn’t know who just the movie but she just hoped it wasn’t porn because these adults could literally do anything. Andre held the bucket of popcorn and set their drinks beside them.“You didn’t really tell me which boy it was.” Andre said, not turning as he asked the question. Alicia swallowed and shrugged. “He’s not that important for me to constantly have him at the tip of my tongue.” Alicia said while dneakingblooke for Jason, he hadn’t shown up yet.Andre turned a little and reached out to caress her cheek and she just leaned into his touch not realising and they just stared at each other for a m