We were just playing around, toying with our emotions all this time, stirring our hearts then leaving it to bleed. It had to stop. And that's what I just did, stopped it from going any further, I went to my room to clean myself up, take a shower and so.I already planned finish my book today, it was just a few pages left. I ate my breakfast first, not before warming it up. I got to reading my book in my room with a few snacks beside me because why not.I finished the book in 30 minutes and decided to sleep for a while. It was truly a boring day, I wondered what Adam was up to, Remy too. I hadn't even spoken to her since yesterday, she must still be upset that I didn't attend the party.Sigh. I'll call her later. I wondered if I would see my dad at all today. I missed him already and I also wanted to ask about the stunt Adam pulled today or maybe the both of them.My thoughts were just thoughts, I wasn't certain. I finally fell asleep without even realizing it. I woke up earlier than I

Everything about this house was really exquisite, the paintings, pictures, I even saw a picture of Adam..wait? Did he live here too? The cool colours on the wall, chandelier, the view from a very big glass window overlooking a lake at the back of the house. It was beautiful.She opened the door, revealingly a large well ventilated room, painted dark purple and white. And on a very large bed layed Remy, she got up and smiled at me faintly and I smiled back."Thank you Ella" I turned to her, smiling."You are welcome my dear, I'll leave you two now. Let me know if you need anything""Sure Ella" Remy answered."How are you feeling now?" She looked pale kind of and her body felt hot, I could feel heat emanating from where I sat."I'm in heat Cody" she answered."Heat? You mean the lycan mate thing?" I asked. No wonder she sounded like that."Yeah, it's been long I mated with Martin, he's my mate. We haven't been able to do anything like that so. It started this morning, that's why I wasn'

I was still standing in front of the mirror. If only it was human, it would have sent me on my hills. I was preparing to go to school but I could not even deal anymore. So many things was going on with me that I was trying to process. I needed to take a deep breath. I, Cody the human had been on something I had regarded to be heat. Only it had not been heat, because I had seen myself the next day and changes that was so vivid. At least to me. The cup of my bra was now hitting to my back, making it tighter. So many things was happening.And at the same time, I just realized someone that I had spent all my life thinking and fussing over, was no longer in my heart like he always is. I closed my eyes. A act I was always doing. My heart was beating fast like it could not perceive it next breath. I was no longer in live with Jimmy. Fact known, knowledge taken. I was cool to go. Good to deal with. But why then was a certain part in my heart feeling like the reason why this happened was beca

Fifty shades of grey was an example. Christian Grey’s love for Anna and the way it has developed to be something really strong. I wanted that. I wanted someone to look at me and not to be attracted to me because of a mate bond, but to be attracted to me because out of many other pearls in the bead, they wanted mine. I wanted someone to meet me in a library, and stare at me throughout the day, I wanted someone who was going to make me blush, ask me on a date, want to care about my favourite colours and my favorite books just because they cared that much about me. I did not just want to meet someone on a random day. The person I had no idea even existed before then coming into my life to tell me I was theirs to claim. Without even catering for my concept. I did not want that. Which was why I had been prepared all along. All through the way. I had made my plans. It was going to be only me, just me. Moving out the pack. Within any glimpse of werewolf in sight. Moving into somewhere I w

Although I was very sure dad was fast asleep and he never wakes up except if it is in the mornings. I was bragging hard already and I took my hard eyes to clash with Adam’s. He looked hurt. He was no longer staring hard at me. I knew he was hurt because of the way his face broke out. His forehead was wrinkled and he kept staring at me like he could not believe what I had just said. I wanted to nod at me that even I could not, but I didn’t. I just stared at him as he looked at me like someone he had never seen. Adam stood up, what I hated because he was already towering over me and he wasn’t even next to me yet.“Did you really just say that I could wake up one day and hurt you?” Adam was still standing far away from me but he was no longer being intentional with the way he was speaking to me. I knew that I was going to a place of no return. Whatever I was going to say this night, whatever was going to come out of my mouth at this very moment, I will not be able to reverse and help it.