There was a saying that said in whatever you do, your instincts shouldn't be far from you... well, mine, I'm not sure.After the meeting I had with Judah at the Nikolai's, a part of me didn't sit well with it. Though I am totally aware that he also wants whatever was between Derrick and Anya to be dissolved, he wants them separated and that makes us three.Yes,Including myself, Carter and Judah.It's understandable.While at the orphanage, we all each had a role to play in different times, as we all have our worths; but one thing remained… We never liked those two.Standing just about how many feets away from St. Louis, a popular cafe away from Nikolai's, I breathed in relief.Nevertheless, I came for business. Anya and Derrick have been my business since the time of Belle Delphine. It was partially their turn as of that time to humiliate me but it did go a long way in my approval."Shouldn't we be inside? Or are we to stay out and stare all day!?" I heard that sweet voice I have al

Maybe I didn't pray well to get what I want.Yes, that could only be the reason. The moon goddess must have answered me according to how I asked. Poorly asked, poorly answered.Does it make sense? If I was walking gracefully before, now.. I am no different to an angry bull and it felt right.All my years, just all my fucking years, I grew up to be trashed. I grew up to who they all wanted me to be and finally, I found peace.I found light and life, I would have said perfect but no.Like it has always been that every good thing has a bad side, to be more specific, they come with effects.I found Derrick, an angel that stood for me when that bastard bullied me to no end. He would taunt my every being and insult me.Yes. Miss Green was what he usually calls me, telling me the shit that I looked like someone he knows.All my life I endured it all, yes I did.And along, my own parents went back to just make the same asshole my suitor..!Wasn't it enough that I have Carter as one already

Derrick MooreFew months back, I thought everything changed. I thought the heartache of years back came to an end and that I would start another life with my mate and together; we create a new home of abode…It was a perfect wish and Belle Delphine was a stepping stone but now who cares?It was true after all, that you can only continue imagining till it happens and to get it …Exactly how I pictured it in my head."You need to understand now Derrick, that your parents are growing weak." One of the elders started, leaving the room in an absolute silent.Till I left the god-damned room, everything wasn't going to fall in place.When I cried or in pain, they had no idea how I did or why I did.. not even how much it hurt. To them, their emotions or rather feelings come first. This can only happen when you discover that the life you want isn't the one you're getting.If the situations surrounding my birth was an issue of ancestry issues, whatever.. should that also be an issue with me?I

Gabriel MooreEverything was going as planned, even while I watched from afar.It is only right that I stay clear from my damned nephew, that bastard..!The way his eyes bored into mine, the way he smirked and scoffed at me, all of it were just bone chilling.For the bastard to have behave like that to his once so dear uncle, he must have had a lead. Though I still doubt it. It wasn't possible that I had let my guard down. My hate for him was just too notch, he was the exact cabon copy of his father, Lorenzo.I hated the fact that they gave me no privilege to start a new. They are always behind my back, waiting for a perfect fall.From afar, I still made suggestions and even did ask questions that made them wonder what it was all about, well…. I ask and make suggestions that would either ruin or destroy completely.These are my goals.Cathleen no longer talked to me about the leads again, whenever I ask, she'd say.."I let the younger one decide."Just perfect.Derrick might not know

Derrick MooreI had expected the coronation since I reconciled with my parents and discovered they are Alpha parents but it happened too soon.I should have known, they expected nothing but for me to handle the reins of the clan. They claim it's my responsibility as heir apparent..!!And to do that I also have to take a Luna. My mind wasn't too pleased with the way the things were unveiling but then I wanted to believe that what I was actually thinking wasn't the fact. With the way Hayley acted the last few days, it was obvious that they were going to be up to no good. It made sense.I have no idea or clue of what they were planning but I know I have to be prepared for what they are aiming for.The throne as a Luna, thereby taking a chunk of the rights in the clan. Stepping out of my room, I decided to head over to Anya's, to tell her of the situation but I knew for sure that the rumors would have gotten to her."You shouldn't go anywhere now, you know," I heard my mom say from the